Speechless Day!


I wonder why! this week is been the worse week ever! today Jason was damn free and he was willing to be my driver. So we went to a place which needs around 40mins drive or less. I can only say that, its a waste of my time. We reach at 1pm+ which i had to go to ppl's house and wake each of them up. I felt like so stupid, i came all the way here, just to spend time and hang out with u all, it all end up im an unwanted person. WHY? we got nothing to do, we went CC to dota, after dota, all tell me wanna go home rest. okay fine, u all had a long night, but so do i. I really felt a slap of disappointment when i was eating dinner, i dont mind u guys go have ur dinner at home, u all sleep or what. i am willingly to stay till 1am. but, i am seriously disappointed! VERY DISAPPOINTED! why? cos at the end of the night! you guys wanna sleep and had ur own plans instead of layan me who come from all the way klang! Then what's the point of me coming down? okay, u guys dont wanan watch movie, we can have other plans, not abandon me like that! its soo damn unfair u know! i know im not u're who who who, but still im a friend rite?

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im sorry that i have to say and post this up, but i have no one to talk to. Im sorry im being so mean. But this is how i felt! lucky that my Jason drove! if not where in the world u expect me to go? I felt so sorry that i brought a friend and bore him out. what i expected really turn out opposite. Sorry.