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MOVED :D

2010-03-05T21:30:00.004+08:00

Hey guys.... Thanks for staying here with me all this while..After leaving my blog dead for all this time, i decided to start blogging with a whole new look and site..

Well guys, here it is..

My New Life!

Enjoy ~

p/s: ignore this ugly blog design and thanks for the support all this while :D

2009-06-29T19:46:00.004+08:00

IM FREEEEEE!

after being tied for 2 months!
YEAH!!!
IM FREE!!
IM FREE!!
IM FREEEEEEEEE!!!

Okay! since (last week) 24th i've been FREE from crazy people who goes around my head saying "iphone".
YAY! i've been going round and round from here to there, since i got my license, my mom's car and OFF we go!

Things i did and went last week!

Tues; I drove to meet up MinTon at Pyramid.

Its my off day! i drove all the way to Pyramid and meet up with Minton. We had Kimgary and then we went watch 2 movie BACK2BACK! and guess wad! i found out that is a physco! First, we watch Blood, it sux till the max, which i could see its from an anime! then, we suppose to watch Transformers, THEN he told me he wanna watch The Last House on The Left! which is a thriller! both blood spilling and slashing hands and head off movies! He even laugh in the show! can u expect i have a twin like him?! My day was horrified till my dreams thanks to him! After movies, we went Old Town for a cup of coffee and we started talking about "BUISNESS!" My dear twin here really need a break man, *now i know how he became pyhsco*

Well, unplanned, He left for dinner with his friends, and i had mine with WooiQuan(ayam) and Cheah Loong at Zanmai Pasta, Had real hard time to decide what we wanna eat, guess wad! The Mr.Ayam order every sweet things he can have!!! Well,the food was damn nice, esp Ayam's dessert! but one thing i can complain is the table being too small for our huge plates.And i think im totally wanted at thanks to Cheah Loong.

JiaJia: Eh, the food not bad ah?
WooiQuan: Yeah, not bad not bad, The shashimi fresh?
Cheah Loong: Better than Sushi King. Fresh.
WooiQuan: Lucky we come 3 person. If another one, i think the table will brust
JiaJia: Yeah! i wanna complain la! the table very small!
Cheah Loong: You go complain lah!
JiaJia: Ok! i wna complain i wan complain!
*Manager came to serve Cheah Loong's food.*
Cheah Loong: Manager, *points at me* she wanna complain the table small.
WooiQuan: *Stun* *hiding his laugh*
JiaJia: *Blush!*
Manager: *look at me in a weird look*

See?! damn humilating lo!!!

Cheah Loong's

Our's

Magic?!

Chicken's

Mine

After dinner, the minute we walk out the shop, EVERY WHERE ELSE ARE CLOSED! i wanted to go back but, these 2 monkeys *chicken to be correct* wanted to go arcade, ok fine i followed and stalked! They were damn funny and excited like little chicken just found worms.

u can see him backing off LOL

2009-05-25T17:58:00.001+08:00

Its Been Awhile

I know i've been neglecting this blog, Ash told me to update tons or thousand of times but i ignored her. All i said was "Tomorrow la" hahahas.. Okay.. So.. after Ns and everyrthing, i was supposedly go for College, but something hold me back and i went for work instead. =D

Im currently working for Maxis at Klang Parade as iPhone promoter..so wanan buy iphone knwo who to look for.. Well, i dont have much thing to post about but working there is really freaking bored with aunty and uncles plus not to forget LALA's. Really canot stand the people there. ><

"Xiao Jie, Can talk HOKKIEN!?"
"I DONO ENGLISH!"
"HAR? HANDPHONE CAN GO ONLINE MEH?"
"WHAT IS DATA? SMS A?"
"3G? CAN SEE FACE ONE?"

worse.....

"WHAT IS IPHONE? FROM NOKIA ONE?"

Please lah!!! its 2010 soon why so blur!!! get into the flo pls...GOSH..sometimes get scold for no reason, sometimes no people walk in also, everyday i was just hoping to go home asap man!! Anwyay, im going to Singapore on 3rd July, counted as a holiday and looking for job as well, so.. yeah.. Im gonna fully enjoy my days after work.! =D

2009-04-13T23:08:00.010+08:00

Weekends Out!

I had been rotting at home since NS..Obviously i had already gain uncountable KG of weight, so im putting myself on a diet now. Great! =D

Thursday

I went to the interview of my maxis job with my mom. The office was actually a huge house. Anyway, I got myself the job and will be start working end of this month as Maxis iPhone promoter in Klang Parade. Wish me Luck~

Saturday

Pc fair is going on on this weekend. Starting on 10-12April. Ayam (Fx) woke me up early in the morning on friday asking me weather wanna go Pc fair or not. I was tired and told him go on Saturday.
Well Friday night i had a hard time sleeping. I dont know why but i manage to doze of at 5am! I woke up at 8.30am cause my uncle called from NZ! i woke up and started to prepare my application forms for Sg poly and 8tv scholarship. Went breakfast with Jason for bahkuteh at around 10am. He fetch me to settle my stuff and then send me off to KTM station. On the way there. We passed by the police station of Klang and saw alot of indians outside wearing orange shirt,somehow looks like they are trying to rebel something. Jason asked me snap some pictures. So i did..

Get What i mean?

I met Ayam in the train. He claims that he was ontime and missed 2 train till my train comes. HaHa.I was sitting beside the window and a malay woman sat beside me. But sadly there isnt any seat left for Ayam to sit so he stand beside of the malay woman and we had talk over her. After getting down from the train. The 1st thing Ayam say was "Why you so tall one!?" i like, u're not the only one complaining. HaHa. Pc fair was packed and i felt hard to even move. But Ayam was pro at running through people!

After surviving the crazy sea of people, we decided to have our lunch. 1st we decided A&W when fx sat down and i went to order, i changed my mind when i saw Manhanttan Fisherman's Market. So we changed venue. We both had a Seafood Platter for Two but we couldnt even finish.

Chubby?! =D

I receive Alan's sms to celebrate TaiHong's birthday at Sunway Pyramid. So after such an tiring day trying to stay alive from the sea of people in Pc fair. I went to Pyramid and meet up with TaiHong and Alan around 7pm. Guess wad, TaiHong's birthday dinner turn out to be Mcdonals cause both of them are broke and Im still stuffed with the Seafood Platter! We went snooker after that. So now i learned how to really play snooker and they send me home back to Klang! They were hungry and its already 11pm. I had BahKutTeh in the morning but they wanted BahKutTeh but all the shops were closed, so we went ASOKA and had mamak food. So they gonna tell people, "I went Klang! to eat Mamak!" HAHA

Great and Tiring day, Died on the beed as soon as i get on it!

Sunday
A day out with the sister's.

We planned GreenBox for today since 1 week ago. Lucky they picked the noon one or else i'll die of tiredness. Lily drove to pick me up and bring me and ChyeYan to JJ. GreenBox session and i was hungry, we run down to KFC, bought burger and cheesy wedges. Gosh i missed those!

Guess Wad Lily Doing.

Emo!?

Look Who's Taller!

Jia&Lily

Seems abit Les rite?

After Greenbox we decided to have some fun in the toilet, we went around window shopping and at the end decided to watch movie. ChyeYan watched Fast&Furious 4 already and she doesnt wanna watch My Bloody Valentine. So we go for a love movie. He's Just Not That into You.

We bought the ticket and went for dinner. The decided on BBQ plaza cause ChyeYan havent ate before. When we ordered then we realised that our movie was 6.15pm and we need to rush! so we ate like we never chew and was 10mins late for the movie. HaHa!

BBQ Plaza

The Movie was good as it shows what reality is, i would recomemded to GUYS especially to watch. Get to know what your woman thinks! I got home and was really really dead tired and i have driving class at monday morning at 11am. I can die =D

2009-03-28T13:46:00.005+08:00

NS GATHERING~

26/03/2009

Kc and Lim came all the way from Kuantan so we decided to meet up and put up a gathering. I was sort of late and made Marc,Eugene,Nigel,KK and JoeAnn wait. I rushed all my way there but Darren they all wasnt there yet, well, Marc they all say wanna go iceskating 1st. Suzan came with William. When everyone arrive we were all skating already. William wouldnt come in at 1st den he came in at last. I think he saw all of us having fun and got jealous. Nick came the last as he told me he would. Some of them left early to go shopping. I left with JoeAnn ,Suzan and Nick. Nigel,Marc,Eugen,KK stayed in the ring till 6.30pm! from 1pm. I should have stayed cause i dont really have anything to get. While Darren ,Kc, Lim each got stuff from Padini. =( I was wondering should i get my formal shirts since college starting soon. Well, i might as well steal my mom's one =P Dinner at Shogun, We bump into SinYong and Shereen at popular and Daniel ffk us! next gathering he will be treating us~ =P Shogun was fun. All of us was starving like hell! The sushi and food are tempting our stomach. Shogun was doing promotion that day 5ppl free 1. We have 18! LOL free 4! gosh. We should have booked! Too much ppl and we seperated 2 tables. Since Marc they all came late we saved the 2nd table for them. I dared Kc for wasabi fanatic. WOW he could take it. unlike Darren didnt eat his part =P We sort of suprise Suzan with her cake as delated birthday~ =D We never forget~ =D

Sisters 4Ever

NS ROX!

see The GREENS?!

wanna try?

with TObasco SOS!
Wondering how it taste? ask KK!

*sorry i lazy rotate video*

Marc ,Eugene, Nigel,Me, Shereen, KK went pool after dinner. After Shereen went back, the guys decided to go gaming. I wanted to go home, so Marc and Eugene send me home. All the way to KLANG we go~ From there me and Marc found Eugene's weakness. i could say i enjoyed myself to the max today and had fun! :D

Thanks for coming everyone~ =D *so called organizer*

2009-03-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

I'm Back!

Im sure most of u know where had i been to. National Service!. Well, if u know before i went in, i was crying the shyt out of myself and begging my mom not to let me go. 1st day there was my worse time ever. I cant really get any friends and felt soo freaking left out! the worse part is getting up on 5.30AM while sleeping at 11PM! oh my gawd! i wonder how am i gonna survive for 3months..For the 1st week, everything was horrible, food sucks, toilet was scary, teachers was strict! gosh! you even have to line up to use the public phone! At least i got some friends. JoeAnn,Ying, YanYi was those close ones. which we count down during new year! While entering the 2nd week, all of us was too busy with activities and too tired to even bother to call back home! LoL amazingly i dont miss home anymore. Loads of things started to happen. JoeAnn was my bed mate, both of us would be squeezing in my small bed sleeping every night. *sometimes i even knock my head to the locker!*

CNY.
my journey going back to Terengganu was suffering! i had been on the road for like 10hrs like tat with my NS uniform! felt like an idiot plus the car was full of stuff. Junks was every where. Can u imagine my aunty brought whole box of her daughter's hairbands? she got soo many hair to tie meh? Throughout the whole CNY i've been out in the night till 3-4AM and would sleep till noon. The most amazing part was i actually cant sleep well during the 1st night. I missed waking up and see JoeAnn beside me. The funny part was, i called her and asked her how's her sleep, she had the same answer as mine! HAHA! Well, im bored during CNY and i missed camp! Miracle~Same like my journey back Terengganu, my journey back to camp isnt good at all..My uncle argued with me and my mom and my grandma actually helped him. Which made me really felt pissed off lor! Its such a sarcastic way to act infront of us! anyway its CNY! how can we argue during CNY... =(

Back from Camp!

Entering my camp entrance after CNY break..i saw joe ann! oh my gawd! why everyone looks shorter in their PT shirts?! LOL! i think i look that way also!!! wahahaha! i had great times after coming back from camp. some people say i changed.. yeah maybe i did. I just wanna enjoy camp. Its only for 2months and its once in a life time thing. I dont get to do it again, i wan my camp moments to filled with memories. Sweet memories that i could show off to my kids or grandkids in the future. I could show the world i'm different from those who nvr went NS. Im actually fortunate. Im not back in camp. In my comfy beds. During camp days, i missed my bed, i missed my pillow, but now, i miss my dorms bed, i miss the crowd, i missed having people around me, i miss seeing my friend right after i open my eyes early in the morning. Time passed like wind. Awhile i missed being home. Crying deadly to go home, now.. I missed camp. I dont mind if u give me another 6months in there.

NS showed me and thought me alot of things, some things which i would be experiancing in the outside world after school. some which i couldnt get else where. In camp, i found friendship, i see and i felt true friendship. In camp, friends are the most important people. Without them, you wouldnt survive in there. People from different culture, different skin colour, different minded would be meeting up in there. I learn how to give and take at the same time. Its preparing us for the war between human mind. Not only physically trained but mentally as well. Teaching us how to take and overcome pressure, stress and phsycology from other humans around us. Now im back to the world of loneliness. I had to snug at home alone and scream "im bored" to the wall. I just missed all the times i had in camp. =D those upcoming badge. Bring a heart to learn and enjoy into camp and u'll find it FUN!

2008-12-04T21:34:00.004+08:00

Post of everything.

I know its been long since i blog, was really busy with life SPM+Work, both was really stressing me out, but lucky me there was this someone who was willing to help and get me through everything.

SPM ended, time flies really fast. I cannot believe that im graduating now. It seems like yesterday when i was 1st in high school. Cant sleep cause of exams, preparing for PMR, getting my result for PMR, and now i'm a SPM graduate. I think, many of u all must be wondering where am i going after this, yeap! i wont be posting in awhile after this long post due to tight schedule.

I'm leaving to; on; back;

Sabah 7th Dec
HongKong 20nd Dec
Back on 22nd Dec
Sg on 23rd Dec
National Service on 30th Dec

Well, suprise i got National Service? I actually found out quiet long time ago but keep forgetting to post it up. HAHA!

Yah, Im going Pahang Maran, I dont even know where is it so i google it! Guess wad! I cant find my camp!!! How can it be a living place where its not even in google? gosh...
Well, i wont be back till 11th March.

After NS, i'll be looking for job, sure most of u was thinking why wasnt i continue studying, sadly, my family is facing financial problem where cant send me to study next year, so i'll have to work one year 1st then we'll see how. So..Im looking for VACANCY! =D

After my last paper which is on the 1st Dec, i was kindda busy with yumcha session and gaming fever! hahas. Today i went out karaoke with TK and Lily. Had fun espcially with Lily of course! i'll post up pictures next time, im lazy today.Urm, sometimes, its not fun all the way, there's something bothering me the whole day, he dint reply me after a bad news from him. I was wondering and wondering, 是时后放开了吗? I know letting go wasnt a solution to everything but, i dont wanna trouble him,
i dont wan to be the reason for him to hold back on things.
i dont wanna be the reason of him feeling lost.
i dont wanan be the reason for him to come between his family.

I used to say, If Faith brought us together, Faith will bring us through.
but there's an end to it as well, If Faith decides to an end, Faith will bring us to an end.

I know its abit stupid saying all these and pointless, but seeing him breakdown, my heart aches even more when its cause of me and i cant help it. Im sorry if its a disappointment. I just want him to be happy.
Im Lost. I dont know what i should do.
I know, if i let go, i missed him ALOT. I know, if i let go, my heart would HURT. Im feeling selfish. Im feeling bad. How can i make him suffer with me. All the missing, all the things he done, all the effort. I cant bear it to cost him more. I cant bear to make it waste as well. Maybe i'll should just make his effort stop here? Go no further and wont cost him more. We've gone through alot together. I cant let it go at the same time, i cant be selfish. I really dont know what to do now. Confused. Lost. mixed feeling pouring me, holding tears back, cause i dont wanna cry without him beside me. I know, i cant stop if he isnt here. Am i depending on him too much? or am i just nothing without him?

He's been every reason of my action this few months. He's in everything i see and i do this few months. Although its just a few months. Just a few days of sight. I meant alot to me. really ALOT. I neever want this to end, i want it last forever. I really do..

*yes. im emo.*

When a Girl is quiet,
millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ',
she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ',
no one in this world can miss you more than that.
When a Girl cries for you,
You meant everything to her.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person.

2008-09-27T23:19:00.005+08:00

I'm Married!

Surprising title huh? I have "some" GREAT news to announce! 1st of all.
MY TRIALS IS OFFICIALLY OVER!! yaHooo~!! but i still have to work in that shitty shop =(
here comes the excited news of all!

IM MARRIED!

wondering who??..

of cos a wonderful guy la..
of cos a great guy la..
of cos a...what? picture? urm...okay lo.. i show u..
umm.. promise u wont laugh okay?

urmm.. cant see?

What?! still cannot see clearly?!

OKAY LA!

SEE?

You may laugh now.. HAHAHA! what?! u dont believe? okay! i show u prove!!!

What? u don't believe me its him?! i show u prove la!

I TOLD YOU!!!

yeah! im serious in this!! =P

2008-09-20T03:12:00.005+08:00

Speechless Day!

I wonder why! this week is been the worse week ever! today Jason was damn free and he was willing to be my driver. So we went to a place which needs around 40mins drive or less. I can only say that, its a waste of my time. We reach at 1pm+ which i had to go to ppl's house and wake each of them up. I felt like so stupid, i came all the way here, just to spend time and hang out with u all, it all end up im an unwanted person. WHY? we got nothing to do, we went CC to dota, after dota, all tell me wanna go home rest. okay fine, u all had a long night, but so do i. I really felt a slap of disappointment when i was eating dinner, i dont mind u guys go have ur dinner at home, u all sleep or what. i am willingly to stay till 1am. but, i am seriously disappointed! VERY DISAPPOINTED! why? cos at the end of the night! you guys wanna sleep and had ur own plans instead of layan me who come from all the way klang! Then what's the point of me coming down? okay, u guys dont wanan watch movie, we can have other plans, not abandon me like that! its soo damn unfair u know! i know im not u're who who who, but still im a friend rite?

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im sorry that i have to say and post this up, but i have no one to talk to. Im sorry im being so mean. But this is how i felt! lucky that my Jason drove! if not where in the world u expect me to go? I felt so sorry that i brought a friend and bore him out. what i expected really turn out opposite. Sorry.

2008-09-18T16:11:00.003+08:00

A Long Month

Its been damn long since i updated rite? Life isnt as bad as it is...there is always someone there! hahas..Its been about trials and trials and trials all along..my mom took over this skin care shop **for me** and its a boring job, located in AEON Bukit Tinggi and guess what i have to jaga shop la..wad somemore..Lucky there were some friends there..if not..i would died of boredem.. i bought a new T-shirt from one of the stall there, it cought my eye kindda long time already..until i couldnt resist and bought it! but i still missed Celcom =( i missed the fun of working dere! i missed the spirit that wouldnt die! i missed everyone there!!! I forgot to mention, my shop is freaking freezing cold, worse when it started to rain! I wish i could talk my mom out of this! i prefer running outside instead of sitting in the shop for hours.

Yesterday, Daddy came down for meeting, me and mummy went and meet him in Pyramid. Well, it isnt all i expected! infact im very disappointed!! *sorry bro* i hate to say this, but i am really speechless! i dont think anyone would understand how i feel now! Well, he suppose to buy me a new laptop as my birthday present, but he said next time, when will it be the next time??! i wont be meeting him till the hongkong trip. what? dont u expect me to buy a laptop dere lor! im going there to sweep all the handbags and stuff! *now i dont feel like going hongkong* , we went to have Mahanthan Fisherman and he asked me:

Dad: So after spm u wanna continue study?
Me: Yeah!
Dad: Where?
Me: College, Here.
Dad: Form6 a?
Me: NO! college. i cant go form6, its waste of my time.
Dad: Form 6 good wad, UM or Sabah University is good also
Me: No! u still have u pay one leh! whats the point of wasting my time there?
Dad: Who says need to pay? no need to pay one.
Me: If i score 3.6 and above for STPM den no need pay la, i dont have the confidance to score that la. So why waste my time going for something i have no confidance?

He promised to pay for my studies last time, and now he wanted to get me into something he doesnt need to pay! well..i didnt really wanna spoil his image here..but this is my blog. i have the rights to write whatever i liked rite? soo..this is it..but i never blame him..he is always like that! I have to say sorry too, cos i show him my pissed off face and made him left on half way, which made me even pissed! he say he was tired and he wanna go back hotel rest, he ask us to continue shop 1st! wth! i took leave! came all the way to pyramid! just to eat with him or what!

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I was really looking for someone to talk to that night, i tried to contact someone who i thought really understands me. but seriously, it disappoint me more. Well, i dont expect repay, but at least i was an ear to that person when he needed someone to talk to, i was helplessly waiting for him..well..u can blame me for not telling him im not happy. but then..i sms-ed him afew times, he was busy. takkan u wan me to kacau meh! i actually wanted to wait for him to come back and talk to me..but he never call or sms me. All i know is..im not all that important to him.

2008-08-27T23:37:00.005+08:00

I was lazy to post yesterday cos i came home late..soo..
Happy Delated B'day yah Mei Yin~ =) Lurve Yah~

I found this!!! but im not inside!!! DAMN!

26/08/08
Tuesday

Another school day.. =`(
School isnt fun anymore, now days everyone seems soo damn stressed out with the trials coming soo near!! sitting beside Mei Yin isnt doing any good! but it gets worse! anyway..she helped me alot also mahh hor? Anak Wong Fei Hong =P anyway... I went work after school today~ UiTM Puncak Perdana again..sian lar...this time we are working at night lehhh! while the crowd dont even bother about us! aww =`(
We finished work at 9.30pm but we left at around 10+pm..having all sort of conversation with Kak Maya..she has her own book published sia!!!!! envyy nyerrr...!! and tat STUPIAK RAYMOND GOT THE 1ST BOOOK!! HOW CAN HE!!! *BEAT BEAT BEAT*

We plan Murni at SS2 for supper! Michelle and Ken was saying that it isnt open on tuesday..but Tong Yew and Aaron insist that it only closed on monday! Sooo end up they all bet! Ken bets with Aaron a drink called "I LOVE YOU" *Awww~* Michelle and Tong Yew bets supper! guess who won?!?!

Tada!! Aaron and Tong Yew lor! kaki Murni nih!!

I Love You =)

I TOLD U HE EATS ALOT!!

2008-08-22T18:52:00.007+08:00

A new Day!

Yesterday night some of the most IDIOTIC thing happened..Ian,Ken and Michelle came all the way to Klang just to hang out with me and Ray but end up i cause a hell out of trouble to them..all these stupid thing happen just because of a stupid guy!! haih!!

PAST!

mommy woke me up at 9.30am cos she was hungry! but im sleepy!!! after breakfast..we went to JJ..i was still abit down mood from yesterday nights incident so wasnt really in the mood for anything. Mom was looking TNS's uniform for her workers so we went to F.O.S..

At first i was just looking around..till my mom ask me to try out a shirt for her and then i guess shopping helps me cure my mood~ i try out tons of outfit and budget my money till the min! a guess what..i bought 5 tops and 0 bottoms LOL! but it doesnt cost me much =D

Wow! i din realize i bought 3 black..maybe my mood was black at tat time~

Well..i guess this is when my mood went back to the colour.. H.A.H.A
Well i went through a website! look!

What Yap JiaJia Means

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

tata;

2008-08-22T16:27:00.004+08:00

19/08/08
Tuesday

Still celcom but at MMC college which is at Jalan Semarak ! TEAM A's LOCATION!!!!FarFar away! again...me and Raymond arrive late..but Ian arrive much much later due to class.. Actually we are just here to teach TEAM A how to do sales! *How to be a proper sandwich LOLX* but seriously! we are soo tired! the location is soo freakking hottt! which burns through and through my skin! hardly anyone from us talk to TEAM A..i donnoue!! but still TEAM B the best~ Woohooo~ We have alot of stickers to give away.. we sticked and decorated it on alan's shirt! which turn up to be very very fashionable!!

COOL RITE?

The sales isnt soo good as we expected..so Kak Maya asked us weather we wanted to come tomorrow..all of us doesnt really wanna come to interfere with TEAM A's job..so we had the whole week off! HURAAY!

At the end of the day..we all went to KLCC for dinner~ since everyone has different ideas of food in their head..FOOD COURT IS THE BEST PLACE! 8 of us Laughing like a bunch of maniac!! which was sooo fun..we forgot about the time! tata;

2008-08-21T20:32:00.005+08:00

Getting Paid to have Fun!

6am Alicia called me asking me to go Unitar at Kelana Jaya for work..asking me to find another friend as well! OH MY GAWD! its 6am!! I called Raymond..asked him to get ready and met me at the train station..Jump off for shower and put on make up!! GRRR!! hate it.. We need to go Kl central and change lrt! soo obviously we are soo darn late already!

Reach Kj station at 8.50am! we are suppose to be there at 8.30am!! we look for bus but did not see any..actually we dont even know which bus to take! good?!

we cincai take cab..actually cost only Rm4 and reach infront of the booth..we need to change to a purple uniform..i think its cute cos everyone of us was wearing it.. Ray was soo unlucky tat they dont have any more guys one left..so he wears a blue one which i think is nicer lorh!

Anyway..i got a celcom number! O.o.. which i thrown aside ! HA HA! im still faithful to maxis * wait till my customers see's this!* There are 2 team of promoters working for this event.Team A and Team B..different team different location..

TEAM B
Serene aka JiaJia aka Sandwich Gal
Rachel aka Sook Leng aka Great Laughter
Billy aka Fat Panda
Valen aka Skinny Smoker
Ken aka Ken Hong aka Vege Boy
Ivan aka Mr.Cool
Ian aka Loo Tong Yew aka mr.gentleman
Raymond aka Big Bully
Jamal aka The Snake!
Alan aka Hiphop boy
Michelle aka Big eater
Pui Fong aka Leng Lui JieJie
Samantha aka blur case gal
Jolynn aka TeAM B ah tau!

Had you getting paid to have fun? Had you feel like going to work every morning you wakes up? Had you feel like a big family with your team? Had you had a team who cares for each other, share and protect? impossible?

if you're with us..im sure you would agree that those are POSSIBLE! okay! Unitar was like a DESSERT! very very hard to see living life walking by the corridors! but still we manage to get our sale spirit on~ on the 1st day..we went back at 7pm..2nd day 5pm and 3rd day 1pm! getting earlier and earlier!
Believe me..when people gets bored..all sort of stuff came out!

On the 3rd day of working..we went to pyramid for a movie.. Me, Ray, Rachel and Valen took the bus to pyramid while Billy and Loo went back home for a bath~ we actually forced each other to wear uniform..but please understand us girls that the uniform is hot, tight and the cotton totally sux to the max! Rachel and i changed while we went to toilet.. Haha.. Billy and Loo went back but came back with uniform! H.A.H.A LOLX! kesian them!

We wanted to watch Zohan but the ticket sold out..so we watch Rogue which is a crocodile movie! Half of us are tired but im sure we did not sleep in the cinema due to the sound effect of the show! HaHa! DOOM! jump out of no where..Rachel and i shouted! okay~! i admit! i shouted as well! =P

After movie we all plan how to back.. I eventually went to Ming Tien cos mommy would be there with ErnErn =D So Billy and Loo gave me a lift..While we gave Valen and also Sook Leng one too~ Thank you yah~

Valen & JiaJia

Raymond & JiaJia

Gay Lou! Ian and Billy

Ken, Rachel , JiaJia

JiaJia and Rachel

If spoil i dono har!

everyone seems busy

Kfc Treat~

Stop staring!

Billy draining off water

Valen>JiaJia>Rachel>Ken
Raymond

Billy and Ian

OMG! i look so =.="

JiaJia>Sam>Rachel> Ken (sleeping)

JiaJia> Rachel> Ken

2008-08-20T08:55:00.011+08:00

Kevan's B'day~

I'm awake!?!! and its 8.56am ONLY! what in the cosmic is wrong with me?? since sooo long i've been working i should have been supppper tired and should have slept like dead! anyway..since i cant sleep i'll be posting here..i had left out sooo many things to post.

14/08/08
Thursday.

Like normal days everyone is at school and i am at school!! Kevan approach me on early Monday morning with the weirdest thing!

Kevan: Hey..thursday greenbox 3pm.
JiaJia: Who?
Kevan: Me la!
JiaJia: *shock* yeah hor!

(okay la..not weird)

from this conversation u can see that in my school..when someone speaks about greenbox. it means birthday party. LOL. well..mr. popular had invited damn alot people! normally i thought 5-6 people in a room is hard enough to sing. people are always fighting over the mic!*usually me* teheee~

Name List

JiaJia
Kevan
Mona
JerLin
Joeanna
Lily
Kel Ming (HE SANG!!!)
Zi Yi (suprisingly HE WENT and SANG AS WELL!)
Chin Leong
Jia Yi
Teck Kian
Monay boi
Yi Zhen
See See
Pei Yen
Pek Gee
Chye Yan
Jie Yi
Kevin

o.o! some also i forgot who already.
see! damn many people give face to him and turn up! which the room only have 3 mic!!! DAMN GREENBOX LA!!! i should have bring extra mic! LOL.. soo many people in one room! how to sing?
Chye Yan and Li Xin open a room.. and then See See they all did the same! Kevan has been bullying us during our birthday! this is time to bully him back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kevan's tower!

boys 1

boys 2

Girls 1

Girls 2

Girls 3

Kevan's smiley face

The candle bite

Brothers

after all the cake stories and stuff..we went back to singging by snatching mic LOL. The best part was when all of us stand up and sang peng you in one line! soooo niceeee.. its like a band! LOL
now..camwhore time with my Friends

Joeanna > Lily > me

Lily and me!

Besties now and then!

Stupiak! so sweet! i look stupid!!!

poodle and me~!

Darling Tan and me~
**I have to stop kissing ppl's gf!**

anyway!
HAPPY B'DAY KEVAN!

After everything..we went for Wall E show..Lee came late! i have to give him the ticket in the middle of the movie! so sian la wei!

I reach home..Alan msn me asking me wanan work or not.. RM100 per day! of cos want la..while waiting for his call i slept off...

2008-08-08T22:30:00.006+08:00

Late Update

At last im free to update..
At last i have the mood to update..
hahahs..
ya ya..i know its been ages since i update..
Busy mahhh..
Lazyy mahhh..

okay..I'll update about prom..
Prom = Hot chicks = Hot Guys = Boring =(

Why?

cos our school only manage to get one table thanks to the PBSM organizer's..
Well..counted me as VVIP cause i manage to be one of the 10 student to go out of 70+ student wanting to go...WOHOOOO! i thought prom was 27th July till on the 25th only i know it was on the 26th!!! Aiyo.. Morning i got accounting exhibition at Sunway Pyramid Convention Center which Mrs.Ong wanna bring us go..Till 2pm.. cant go Mona's b'day celebration already. *sniff sniff* mommy fetch me to JJ after the trip and we shop till like 4pm!! ewww! no time to set my hair already..anyway..i rush the hell off my head and simply wear whatever that can fits me..wakkakaka~ anyway..i still look good..

The food isnt nice *expected* no cute guys..maybe because its dark. I think the guy who i think is cute turns out to be a malay..okay! whatever!!! but the way he dance! WOW! *drool* haha..~ i wonder did anyone saw me drooling after him =P i forgot to bring my cam..so..had to use Jc's cam..which turn all our picture into FUGLY!!!! i'll post some which i think can be accepted! I went back early due to boringness~ at least no traffic jam =)

Lolipop Kid (Jc) and me

Jc, YY ,Me

Going Prom

Sorry for the blur =)

OH yea..i went Greenbox with JerLin and Lily after school friday. =)

Jerlin complains that i this is her first time seeing me wearing so nice..awww~

2008-07-28T12:55:00.014+08:00

Starhill Gallery

Aiyerr....my turn to be sick now =( having sore throat,tats why im not in school today and took the opportunity to blog =) umm...Prom night just past.. but i wanna post about starhill first.. Its
just below Hotel Marriott which is superb nice..alot things to eat..from Japanese to China to Arabian to around the world.. which you wouldn't imagine how nice is the decoration there..each
restaurant has their own decoration tat would not clash with their neighbors.. Their decoration really show how their country's culture and eating habits.

Was on the way in the car to meet my mom there where this massive traffic jam when we just passed by the "Selangor Gate".. The traffic was like..grrrr~ but nevermind..a really great chance to spend time together TALKING =)..

Reaching Times Square..We really dont know how the world to get to Starhill..so my mom asked us to park at Pavilion *my 1st time there too =) * we passed by RUUMS.. now only i know Ruums is THERE! LOLS!

we took the wrong turning and have to turn back...At last.. Pavilion! There were alotttt of people here..many kinds/ different style of people.. soo..i'll let the pictures do the talking alright?

Even RedBox has 2 floors and it looks more like a club to me =P

Fishy Spa..wonder how it feels like having fish biting off ur legs!

They even have full body spa! OMG? speaking of private parts?
I thought legs are ticklish enough ...
Starhill was just across the road..
Louis Vuittion spotted!

Going down the escalator..Believe What You SEE!

Imagine if u break one...

Even the chairs are fragile..

Visiting the toilet is even fun! =)

Cool huh?

Even the lift way is Bright!

The Korea Seats

Grand

They sell fruits here?

Neat huh?

Speaking of fresh? The have their own market??

Yummy!

They even have their own GREAT DOOR!

Arabian Food here we come =)

Even the rice is different size

Water are imported?

Tats all for now..i shall update on prom later on yah =) need some rest..

2008-07-23T16:05:00.003+08:00

Tagged By HuLiJing Ken

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
If he hurts me hard and deep..i'll forgive him..and forget him =)

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Never born a girl? =P

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I wan my wedding to be on a huge cruise ship. Overnight! =)

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Sometimes.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Someone who loves and understands me,cares not only me,but people around me.

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both ways.Loving someone who loves u back. Blessed.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Why should i wait? if he's mine..den he'll be mine..if he's not mine..no point waiting.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Snug and cry? No! move on..there are better ones out there.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yea..the person who already left

#10. Is being tagged fun?
Sometimes..cos u get to answer question u would never think of.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
I'm gonna see myself successful in life / H.A.P.P.Y =)

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My mom, My dog, My boy , My Friends

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Erm..funny..nice to play/fool around with..since i know him through RO. Childish? =X

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Wow..hard one..i'm gonna be honest here. rich and single.. a poor will soon lead to divorce. when u're having a life tat u hate..without money..cpl tends to argue due to problems from money which leads to divorce..why hurting people?

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes and look for my phone to check the time.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
I'll give all i could. if the opposite deserve it =)

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who loves me more =)

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Sporting, funny, nice, playful,smart , caring , truthful..*hey..no one is perfect..just accept who ur friends are..and u'll love them =) *

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Those who just taking granted or those who approach u to gossip.

#20. Tag 8 people:
- Say Ming
- Mei Yin
- Jason
- Peter
- Soya
- Dex
- Alan [Banana]

*pls ask for help if u lazy to type all those okay?*

2008-07-22T14:51:00.003+08:00

JerLin's B'day Party.

I know its a 2 weeks old stuff..but i do feel bad if i dont..since its all MY hard work..

Not many turn up to the party and mostly i only can say..Turn up to eat..which really pissed me off..some brought shirt but wouldnt wanna play the games we prepared. Although its flour+water+eggs..well it would be fun if all of us play together..anyway..it isnt important anymore. JerLin is lucky to have a bf like him, his not good looking or those high class people, but what he do and did for Jerlin really comes from his heart. He took the effort to do it..which not many people would..or many would say "money more important" NOT! He making her wish come true =)

HER WISHES
-Her B'day Party
Me and her bf spend whole week thinking and planning stuff..food..games..place.. EVERYTHING!and her bf was the driver who fetch us to buy stuff for the party. He really do SPEND awhole lot of $$
-Ice Cream cake!
She wanted ice cream cake and... YES! she got it..Its even her favorite flavor! YAM!
included with Fireworks candle..wow! *where u wanan get a guy like him?*

Firework Candle

Happy B'day!

-A Big *HUGE* Bear
He bought her this BEAR which was 4FEET tall..much BIGGER SIZE DEN HER! awww..someone promised me a 7FEET please~!!! Our intention is to hide the bear from her, so we choose to keep it in my room..Manatau! Jerlin went to my house to bath after the games and spotted it..my mom break the surprise lucky Lily was the to cover! in 1minutes time..The BEAR turn to MINE?! wth? she lied tat AhYu bought 4 me..lucky him! and Jerling believed in her..thank goodness.. =) but in the end..we surprised her..but..there's a HUGE problem..How is she gonna carry something biigger den her? gosh! *shakes head*

a perfect fit to be my chair!

Speaking of BIG?

Cleaning up was the mess! okay..after all those hard work..im pooped..TIRED! anyway..i would really wanna say thanks for those who helped..what can i say...its worth working for a friend who u cares.. cheers~

2008-07-11T16:41:00.005+08:00

EAT WHILE U CAN!

I think my luck changed this few days..it sure happens for a reason right? Now i have a question.Why do people tends to feed u more when u says "i wanna go on diet."My prom is just few weeks away! Like my mom, she started to cook alot, well maybe because of this..i've gone chubby happy..hahas..I got back from school on afternoon..i spotted the dining table is full with FOOD!

ham sandwhich with japanese cucumber !

The Vege!

Her secret reciepe sauce!

scramble eggs!

WAIT! THERE'S MORE! YOU WONT KNOW TILL U BITE!

i never knew u can keep those there ><

Yesterday did not get any worse! =D

The place where i pass by to school everyday..

The sky which always be there for me

*oops*The guy who been our driver for one day
THE PRICE FOR COURTING MY FREN =)

Well..for introduction..this is Mike..on the 1st day i know him..he asked me to be a bollywood singer just because i talk fast..anyway he talk faster den i do..after Lily went to call him tat evening..she came back with a blur face saying "Jia..u call him can?" i went.. HUUH?! she told me she don understand a word he says. which i thought was a joke..when i called him..SERIOUSLY I DON UNDERSTAND A WORD HE SAYS..its like

"mycarisfixingatmyfriendsshopicanpickuallupforteanearbytheshopifuallwant"
**Please read carefully..it has a meaning.**
"my car is fixing at my friends shop. i can pick u all up for tea near by the shop if u all want"
**Get what i mean?**

HIGH SPEED! i neeed to do the Q&A and at last..we made it..it seems Lily *not only her* having problem understand wht he talks on the phone with her!! "HOW CAN SHE SURVIVE?!" This picture was taken accidently on our 2nd round yam cha..he frame my phone for being spoil cos he doesnt know how to use it..he cant even take picture!

Lucky me *giggles*

Well..sudden plan comes on this few days..causing me BIG TIME!

Friday night
Steamboat at Subang

Saturday
8am Pasar / shopping *for sunday*
12pm Get keys for hall *for sunday*
5pm Cook spegetthi *for sunday*
8pm Su Chen open house
10pm Clean my closet

Sunday
10am Prepare for the party!
10pm ends..
10pm ADD MATH FOLIO!!!

I'll drop dead if this continues!
i'll have to run of to get ready now..my rides comes at 7pm =X

Well..help me remeber a date =D

24 July 2008 *secret*

p/s..realise i'm constructing my blog *wink*

2008-07-08T14:24:00.004+08:00

Quickie

*edit*
this is my 2nd test..explanation is down dere!

Rules & Regulation
1. Do not copy MY answers.
2. The tag questions must be 100% same.
3. If you tag someone, please use this title <(your name) Taggie Attack>
4. Tag people after doing tag…

This tag is a little different, first you list out 20 of your friends name.
1.Alan
2. Say Ming
3. Lily
4.Jer Lin
5.Kevan Ho
6.Kel Ming
7.Mei Yen
8.Peter Boon
9.Joshua Wong
10.Sang Teck
11.In Ru
12.Joeanna
13.Yohini
14. Sue Phing
15.Shaun Chang
16. Daniel
17. Amy
18. Scott Chang
19. Godric
20.Teck Kian

how do you get to know 14? (Sue Phing)
x_SMKCHWS form1D =)

what would you do if you had never met 1? (Alan)
x_happen to loss my orange nick..

what would you do if 9 & 20 had dated you? (Joshua & Teck Kian)
x_I would be happy if 9 would.20 wont cause he hates tall girls..

would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Kel Ming & Amy)
x_Would never happen!

do you think 8 is attractive? (Peter Boon)
x_like a teddy bear.

do you know anything about no . 12’s family? (Joeanna)
x_ nope..

tell me something about 7~ (Mei Yen)
x_Geniues!.

what is no. 18’s favourite? (Scott Chang)
x_Yui/Mtd U/Dota.. i guess?

what language does 15 speaks? (Shaun Chang)
x_He's a 100% BaNaNa.English!

who is 19 going out with? (Godric)
x_I donoue..No one?

how old is 16 now? (Daniel)
x_27 yrs of living

when was the last time you talked to 13? (Yohini)
x_Yesterday!

who is 2’s favourite singer? (Say Ming)
x_Selina..e.a.s.y.

would you date 4? (Jer Lin)
x_ we're straight!

would you date no. 17? (Amy)
x_if we're both intrested..we would!

Is 15 single? (Shaun Chang)
x_He has a Sayang already..

what is no. 10’s last name? (Sang Teck)
x_ummm... Ng..

would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11? (In Ru)
x_Never! BFF =)

which school does 3 goes to? (Lily)
x_She sits beside me in sch..Where else? SMK Batu Unjur.

where does no. 6 live? (Kel Ming)
x_Bukit Tinggi..with alot of grass

what is your favourite thing about no.5? (Kevan Ho)
x_Mr. Gentleman..

Tag 5
x_Say Ming
x_Alan
x_Joshua
x_Peter
x_Amy

2008-07-07T19:35:00.008+08:00

well..the one ontop is the one i posted after i did this test..i forgot tat i saved this into draft and i redo..conclusion..this is the one i 1st did..

*i snatch this from someone's blog.*
Rules & Regulation
1. Do not copy MY answers.
2. The tag questions must be 100% same.
3. If you tag someone, please use this title <(your name) Taggie Attack>
4. Tag people after doing tag…

This tag is a little different, first you list out 20 of your friends name.
1. Alan Lee
2. Godric
3. Lily Chua
4. Vincent Ng
5. Kevan Ho
6. Sang Teck
7. Kel Ming
8. Dean Wong
9. Jer Lin
10. Mei Yen
11. Amy
12. Shaun Chang
13. Daniel
14.Joshua Wong
15. Peter Boon
16. Say Ming
17. Joeanna
18. Yohini
19. In Ru
20. Scott Chang

how do you get to know 14? (Joshua Wong)
x_ice Skating Ring

what would you do if you had never met 1? (Alan Lee)
x_would never understand banana's

what would you do if 9 & 20 had dated you? (Jerlin & Scott Chang)
x_20 already did but i cant go with 9..im str8!

would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Sang Teck & Joeanna)
x_YES! *if this happen its already a miracle*

do you think 8 is attractive? (Dean Wong)
x_Obviously.

do you know anything about no . 12’s family? (Shaun Chang)
x_Sort of. YES

tell me something about 7~ (Kel Ming)
x_BIG MOUTH!

what is no. 18’s favourite? (Yohini)
x_Her husbandss..

what language does 15 speaks? (Peter Boon)
x_Surprisingly he understands mandrine! Eng, cantonese!

who is 19 going out with? (In Ru)
x_Available! i could arrange if u want!

how old is 16 now? (Say Ming)
x_lived for 19 years already!

when was the last time you talked to 13? (Daniel)
x_Last Friday

who is 2’s favourite singer? (Godric)
x_I'm guessing Yui

would you date 4? (Vincent Ng)
x_LOLOL. I did. :)

would you date no. 17? (Joeanna)
x_If i'm BI.i would.

Is 15 single? (Peter Boon)
x_I guess so?

what is no. 10’s last name? (Mei Yin)
x_Easy! WONG!

would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11? (Amy)
x_If we both are not straight..I would!

which school does 3 goes to? (Lily Chua)
x_She's my classmate..where else? SMK Batu Unjur

where does no. 6 live? (Sang Teck)
x_'peaceful' Pandamaran.

what is your favourite thing about no.5? (Kevan Ho)
x_The most Gentleman i've meet till now.

Tag 5
x_alan lee
x_mei yin
x_amy
x_peter
x_joshua

2008-07-04T22:13:00.009+08:00

RECORDED WEEK

I SET UP A RECORD THIS WEEK! I've PRESENT in school for the whole week! yipee! Since last year..i havent been present for the full week before..This week upcoming event!

Mission: Jerlin's b'day on 7July..
Date: Celebrating on 13July
Venue: My apartment's hall
Event: Prepare to get DIRTY!
Organizer:
Game: JiaJia
Food: JiaJia
Music: JiaJia
Money: JERLIN's BF! *
STRICTLY FOR THOSE WHO WANNA HAVE FUN ONLY!*

This week i've been sitting with MeiYen this week,she look innocent does she? what can i say? YOU DONT KNOW THE REAL HER! She's an devil..

History class..
claims herself as WONG FEI HONG's daughter!
claims YenMei as Cobblot's daughter..(a law maker in 1950's)
claims me as Stephen Donald's daughter..
she makes everyone has a new family in history class..
teacher makes it looks like i bring him to evilness!

Add Math class..
nagging about folio..
nagging about how much formula for a single chapter.!
nagging how time wasting is add math nowdays..

Moral class..
comparing which of us are more sleepy~ *obviously its me*

No teacher..
playing..
*i spend time discussing about Jerlin's birthday*

Planing one's birthday isnt EASY..especially if u want it to be SPECIAL! plan till my head burst..tat KM told Jerlin he's the one planing! Im gonna kill him if he dont appear on tat day! Jerlin's birthday is planned to be full with Games! KILLING sort of game! im not gonna expose it now *ziiippp*

Lily came over my place just now..We spend whole day bullying MeiYen in Audi! serve her right to be a genius!..Lily's habit of choosy sort of KILLS me..To choose her audi character's look took her more den 6months to decide! even buying contact lens from Jerlin took her more than 7hrs to decide! she made me suffer! Mr.Nicholas decided to make me, WM, MY,YM, Usha redo our moral project for tat stupid "Perasmian Day" as for the gallery! Of all the people! why me? my folio look like its been bite by my dog!

*click this*

你是我的眼
歌手：林宥嘉

如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手

如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱

如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天

我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开

你是我的眼带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前

眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天

我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开

你是我的眼带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前

你是我的眼带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前

this song made me cry when i first listen to it..It was wrote by a blind man *according to my fren* which is very touching and a very very nice song..Even Lily got addicted thanks to me =) all i can say..now im a BIG fan of YOGA *Ling You Jia* <3hearts..

2008-06-28T20:09:00.019+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHUI!!

Today is Su Hui's Birthday celebration..MeiYen , YenMei , JerLin , Lily , Tobey and me celebrate with her in Green Box today..She actually told us not to buy a cake for her..but we bought a nice chocolate cake from Lavender..and we was planing on a surprise with a fake cake..The beginning was a bit of shy shy-ish of everyone..But when everything was heated up..All of us went
excited..especially YenMei..It looks like she's the birthday girl to us..haha..SuHui refuse to sing loudly and all of us have to force her to..all of us had a really great time as we sang together although we only have 3 mics.. but tat wouldn't stop us form singing loudly!

Well its time for her surprise..we brought out the fake one and sing birthday song..After wishing with her eyes close..Whoop! Her cake turn to a real one with candle lighten! *well we changed it of course* she was sooo happy she and touched..she even gave us a speech and WE MADE HER CRY! this is how u wanna make someone remember their birthday! We took loadsss of picture and a video of her giving out speech and her tears..

The Cake!

Tobey and SuHui JerLin,Tobey,Lily,Suhui,YenMei,MeiYen

Tobey,SuHui

Jerlin , SuHui, Lily

JerLin,SuHui,Lily,MeiYen

Make A wish

The SIMLE

Take 1..

Take 2..*changes of ppl*

Lets Eat!

YAY!

SpeechTime!

They went for movie after tat when i had something on and decided to head home *regretted*..Well..PROM IS BEEN CANCELED!!! only PBSM member can go! WTH??????!!!! Everyone is sooooooo waiting for it..and NOW? haix!

one word...

DISAPPOINTED

2008-06-27T19:28:00.012+08:00

FRESH AIR...

Yay! today is friday and monday our school had our day off! Wohoo! Thanks to the REPORT CARD DAY!! my mom wont be going so.. nothing to worry about *wink*, even if she went i know whats my teacher gonna tell her...

Pn. Asriah: Puan, JahJah selalu tak datang sekolah, puan tahu tak tentang hal ini? Dia ada apa
hal ke? ( wanna say me ponteng? U WISH!! )
Mom: Yalah Cikgu, anak saya ni tak suka gi sekolah.. saya pun tak tau nak macam mana ni cikgu.. ( T.T )
Pn.Asriah: Dia ada apa tak suka dengan sekolah ke? ( OfCourse!! U LORH !!)
Mom: Saya pun tak tau lah.. ( duhh!!.. nothing unhappy in sch)
Pn.Asriah: Dia ada apa apa penyakit ke? ( U wish i die faster a?)
Mom: Tak lah..Cuma dia nih badan lemah sikit. (ehem! )
Pn.Asriah: sebab saya tengok dia kat sekolah pucat sahaja (well i always look like tat)

okay..tats enough of the craps...Today TK scam my RM5 for the canteen day ticket. Yesterday Pn.Asriah asked me to buy a book of the ticket..im not going why should i buy anyway? well, it seems tat its complusary for every student to buy. I bought from TK cos i dont want my teacher to earn from me..den HOW I KNOW! We must buy from our form teacher! -.-!! now i owe teacher RM5 which is extra RM5 for something im not going to go!! I gave both booklet to YenMei and ask her to get something for me la..For me..no canteen day could beat my Form3 one..We basketball club made ice blended drinks which was SUPERB! eventhough we all got drity and ugly la..but it was fun! =) we earn alot as well..

Mom came home early today and when i was about to sleep she say wanna bring maymay go walk walk at Butterfly Park..Well, i followed and i jogged one round only cos i was watching maymay playing with some puppy dere! haha! my silly maymay..well she got all tired and i would expect her to sleep like a pig tonight..i saw people playing basketball and i saw PeiSing talking to a guy..I dont really know its her one..cos i was blind without my spec and i dint wear my contact..

I had always been doing all sort of stuff at home even cooking or wadever stuff..But today i realize i dont know how to slice a mango! gosh! wad a failure..

Yesterday was talking to Joe and Mona..den look wad she wanna wear to prom.

*click to enlarge*

2008-06-26T15:28:00.003+08:00

WhatEver!

I know its been long since i posted..busy mah..im a SPM student wad u expect? *Ehem* Someone stole my money today RM90 leh !! We were having PJ and my money for the Prom night was left in the class with my clothes..which i put it in there last night. She nt only stole my money but Pn. Hema's book money as well..Lucky im smart, when i know my money was gone, i confronted to her which i think she got scared and made up all sort of lies. She denied it and wanna giv me her RM100. helo? im not dumb okay? i told her tats not my money. i wan my RM50 and Rm10-s back!! All my money are new! NEW NEW NEW! even has the new money smell on it! Pn.Hema saved my day today..we suspect her and there are evidence tat she's THE ONE! Thanks to my friend who decided to check her purse when she asked him to keep it for her. Well, at least we know who stole my phone previously, but i never ask or talk to her about it, i just wan my money back, the phone is past which i don need to make her get drop from school. I hope all these is enough for her to stop being a kid. I was wondering why Ms. Wong is being to nice to me lately well, maybe my luck is changing. Oh yea. We had a few college came over to our school today for some gallery to promote their school la of course.. I took all the brochures ^_^ Eventually i was rejected my someone for going Prom with him! bloody leh! i decided to go with him and he don wanna go ! eww! nevermind! i'll look for a BETTER one ! wakakkaka!

Pls click to enlarge *syok!* BANGGA!!*

Well, i havent decide wad to wear wait till i try out all my outfit and i'll post it up! Help me pick kay? I dono why im soo hyper today~~Prom is one month away but everyone is sooo darn excited *raise hand* wakakakak~ Pray nothing comes wrong okay? Then we are gonna rock the day!

2008-06-16T13:18:00.007+08:00

I GUESS ITS TIME

*Long post up ahead. make sure u have the time for this*

Wow..Its been long since i blogged! I was just being Lazy Lazy and LAAZY~ Lets talk about last last sunday 8th May. Shane's birthday parrttyy~ well, his party was held in a KFC somewhere in KJ. I was invited of coz.. Here's the picture of the party with the Chicky Meal's Chicken.

Bones~

Finger licking good~

Shane fell down and spilled his jelly ice cream * poor thing* instead of crying, he shouted "WHY DINT ANYONE PUT A WET FLOOR SIGN?" which made all of us laugh, few seconds later he came back with a sign saying.... and dan decided to...and our family potrait..*im ugly, ignore me*

It doesnt always means its clean rite?

Poor thing, don cry *pats on the back*

Potrait 1
Potrait 2
*caution* those 2 behind has no blood relationship

Shane make used of broken things~ his throne~

*Back at home*

How twins look when they are Zzz-ing

For AMY <3>

Smily me Blush =.=

okay, Makeup time =X

Last Friday.

I was to bored so i match a red dress and a black belt which made PERFECT! Camwhore time!

I LURVE THIS ONE! <3

Last Saturday**
When movie with AMY !! We watch Hulk ! was a nice story about it but Iron man was in the last part of the story! O.o! i dont really have much picture here..well, i'll post up those on update~

Sunday**

I went out with Kennard Tan..hehex we watch Prom Night with my complimentary ticket. We both got scared and jumped at once which is soooooo FUNNY! We went to have laksa for lunch after movie. Well..i was the only one eating(LAKSA WAS AWSOME)..but both of us was NON-STOP talking *tehheee* was fun playing back those old time at old school. Which make miss miss miss miss miss it soo soo soo soo much! gosh..I miss old days which cant be replace today/now/future. No memory can take over those~ <3 sure =")

2008-06-04T22:33:00.005+08:00

RainyDay

Rm2.70/liter of petrol starting tomorrow, be my guess..the petrol station is packed..thousand of people buying cheaper petrol..aiyah..today is just the same old day and i get this picture which was one week old.. juhyen's birthday which we all hang out for dinner at a restaurant. Photoshop can do miracles rite?

Back: chin zheng(take cover!) , wan min(helo? mummy?) , yong jian(SMILE!), john (i'll try) , jerlin(cincai la~)

Babe's infront : mona (pose up ^^) ,juhyen (im happy! it's ma birthday) and ME!

*credits to mona editing*

cant smile properly!! ISH! *snif snif* well, i dont really have much to post today but ric asked me to edit some of his pictures so i might as well post them up. I wanna improve! =X

Taheehee..tat's me =) *with sleeping clothes*

This was the pic ric asked me to edit..still wonderign why he covers his mouth with the phone..the picture was blur i guess due to the dirty mirror of his reflection, i tried to remove his panda..failed so.. i made the rest of his skin to the same colour as his panda! smart move huh =X
Oh yea, the read thinggy suppose to me bloodspot..but u see? HAHA!! i don really like this picture..soo..i went to his friendster and steal one! TADA! this is wad i did to him =)

now that the editing is done, time dinner treat godric!

2008-06-03T23:36:00.006+08:00

WHERE'S THE FUN

As mom went to work. Today was a bored day. I stick my butt on to the chair since 1pm i had been online till now! AMAZING! I had a 85minutes Dota game wif Ric and we own AI ! since i was tooooo bored.. i guess i'll upload some funny stuff FROM MY HOUSE!

weee~ Butterfly~

My Fav alcohol *giggles* The 1st place i look for FOOD

Fake? Real? REAL!

RAIN!~ *retarted*

O.o getting dark! *hides*

Here comes the sun shine~

Presenting the sun!

O.o soo many~

What u wan?!

Soo? BORED

2008-06-02T22:21:00.015+08:00

Though Holidays

Holiday has been though with family problems..Thats the reason why i havent been online or posting..dont really wanna talk about it..but..my family having financial problem..soooo..wont be going anywhere and wont be spending money! I wonder how does it feels if the person u trust and respect turned out to be a bunch on lies all the while? I wonder how does it feels if the one u lost the one who u believe in..ur comfort zone? I think no one is as strong as the person i know..I heard alot of bad news from friends lately..i think this isnt a really good month at all..I just wish all my friends good luck and be strong~! GAMBATEH! No matter what..giving up is not the correct way to settle things down.

IM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR A JOB~!

any job intro? Hahas..today..a classmate of mine send a song for me..He wrote the lyrics himself! means..the song is made by him and ofcos to his Gf~!! O.o!!!

*canot upload from imeem*

Last few weeks, i went 1U with boo and katak and dan..okay..it was packed with alot of people..which we decided to watch movie but it took up more den half and hour to get to the front of the line and we did not get to watch any movie. I felt sicked suddenly..i think cos i dint ate anything the whole day..we decided to went home after lepak at A&W and while looking for the way home. I spotted a event going on down the hall..some kind of children fairy tale event with red riding hood girl walking around with a king / queen and some soilders. Well..u can see we had a large story book and pencil! When those guys need to go toilet, i went into a toy shop beside it and i spotted ELMO and SPONGEBOB!

The Big Book Of One Utama.
Chapter 1.

The End-

wonder how long can i write with those?
SPONGEBOB!
ELMO!

Saturday went to Shogun at 1U to celebrate my uncle's b'dayShogun turns out to be a sushi buffet shop..u pay Rm55 perperson and eat all u can eat. Stuff-ed with wasabi. Lols. Oh yea..i learned how to play bowling. F.U.N. :) ..while waiting for dinner time, 1U had a movie carnival..i think this few months i'll be getting free ticket after signing up on the cinemaonline magezine..wee~ Cute robot huh? He's coming soon in cinema !

Hearts to Amy <3

2008-05-19T22:25:00.003+08:00

Meaningless Break

5 Days break after my 2weeks of hectic exams.

suppose to be meaningful with loads of fun.

but..i end up sick , not to mention, my internet failed me with laggness!

5 days break. i slept at home more den 12 hours.

Was suppose to go ice skating tomorrow but tuition nahs! *sad*

Yesterday night..

I turned hyper infront of the comp even with my cough *ehem ehem*

Click to enlarge

Yes..U can see alot of rainbows..

and its all cause of me.
JL told me to put mine.

[More rainbow = more miracle 4 china earthquake ppl.Pls help. Just add a (R) infront of ur name. Show them u care]
This sentence influence my msn list full with rainbows.

and i created it! Wohoo!

But after awhile..

JL creeps me out with a shock.
saying, putting up rainbow is a way for ppl to hack our account.

Which is not true.

There was about devil's call on red number passing around by sms lately.

I myself was scared by tat story.

which yesterday. 11pm+ my phone rang with a witheld number which totaly scared me off.

I turn off the phone str8 Lols!

Okay..

I just felt a sudden shake i think about 40mins ago.

I think somewhere nearby is having earthquake.

I pray everyone is okay.

Too much happen lately. I guess the world is going crazy.

Try our best to help the need pls.

2008-05-17T12:37:00.006+08:00

Yesterday.

went movie with Tk,Km they all...

Of all the movie..We choose..

The Slited Mouth Woman.

Which is a Japanese Horror..

The movie was suppose to start at 12.30pm in cinema 10.

We thought we were late.So,
Km and Bryan stood outside to buy drinks.

Me and the others went into the cinema.
Which freak us all out.
The cinema was empty!!

The screen was blank!!

OMFISHY FISH!!

WHERE EVERYONE WENT?!

Den..there were 3 malay woman outside the cinema..

We went in..seat down,
Then..we started to freak our self out..

Cos whole cinema only us!?

somemore we watching horror!

KM and Bryan came in..but they forgotten about TK's drink..

Me and TK went out to buy and told the guy..

The show started 15 minutes late.

The show was really insane..

You can hear the sound of slicing meat!

Its about an insane woman who has split personality.

She love to torture her 3 child.

She killed 2 of the eldest child and left 1 the youngest.
When she was about to kill the youngest.
The true personality of the woman came back.
and asked the younger son chop her neck off to kill her.

By the time the insane 1 came back..
She grab hold of the scissors. but the kid dodge and slited her mouth.

he stab her till death. and hide her in the closet with an over coat and a mask.

The ghost now hunt and kill children.

Which the whold town scare of her and every1 hides at home.
She would posses into a childs mother and suddenly!

The mother who has short hair turn long and has a new pair of long sicssors.

Half way through the movie. a couple came in and seat at the last row.

behind our row was empty.

Tk went sit behind which Kev say he wanna go toilet.

They movie was very chilling. with the graphic and all..

but has no common sense and no moral behind it.

Suddenly a hand appear beside my face. I scream and jump!

I squat down on the floor which my tear flow out alittle.!

TK was behind me trying to scare me off!!!

URH!!!!! I was lucky the cinema was empty!

When the movie was ending..i was sitting at the side freak off when a figure walked beside me.!

Its the worker come to open the door!!

I got scared by this guy! gosh!! TerroR!!

Ho HO HO!
WHos this PIG? Weiji let me spotted and grab hold of he's Pic!! HAHAH!

Ehem..This Guy trying to act cute..but..
Okay..lets grade him sucess! *claps*

2008-05-10T14:08:00.003+08:00

EXAM HECTIC!!

my mid year is here..

and im slacking around...
thrusday was Addmath paper, i can tell i totally flunk it..

cos paper 2 i only did few question..cos i am totally lost man!

Just hope the upcoming paper will be a relief..

at least i think i could score 4 my language paper rite?

2008-05-05T15:59:00.005+08:00

FRIDAY

Like no other Friday, i went to school..

I thought today only got physic talk, den came out to be moral as well..

Which is extremely BORING and we all ended up talking at the back!

I went out for Iron Man movie after school.

Of cos i rush home bath and everything..

Guess wad? We wore the same shirt..

Its kinda weird, wearing Transformers shirt to watch Iron man.

The show was nice.

But, i was starving..

Made a hard time deciding wad to eat..

and we end up with McDonald.. =Xwe took alot of pictures..

but i decided to put one up only~ =)
i had a great time with him..
and i only can see him after my exams..
ewww...

oh yea.. i saw some of my friends there..
erm...how to say...

SHOCKED?

MONDAY

Skipped school!

Exam is tomorrow!!!

Oh NO!!!!!!

DIE!!!!!!!!

Here's something..

Pretty doll huh?

He is an old fren of mine..
Yeap..its not typo..
He lai de.~ =)
World is turning upside down..

2008-04-26T18:12:00.009+08:00

Tired day.. Let me introduce, This doggie is Scotty Doggie.

This 2 things are gave to me by him..

Of cos the flower is real and already died.

but its still in my room =)

They are present given by him to me.

or can i say the only present =)

In ru told me he's going to buy a Handphone 4 his gf sia!
u know crazy? YEAH? SIAO!

You knoe wad?!

My bed matress spring got prob..

Sleep till my back also pain.

They were supose to send me the one we odered to day.

Mom called me at 11am say they would come.

I waited till 2pm and i call them, he say he would come at 4pm

NOW WAD TIME? 6pm? my mom say MONDAY!

I moved my old matress into my brothers room edi la!!!

U KNOW WAD IS HEAVY OR NOT!

THE WORLDS GONE CRAZY

lolx.. Jasper admit he's YY! @.@

HE ADMIT HImSELF HE's PONDAN!

This Water Guy ADMIT He's CUTE

2008-04-21T19:22:00.002+08:00

BAKING FRENZY

Baking isnt tat hard but its a mess when u dont know wht to do.

I was suppose to bake fruit tart with custard inside.

I ended up with egg tart cause i dont know hot to cook the custard.

I bought instant custard and i dont know how to cook it.
so smart of me =)

My first try was a mess! I put 1 into the oven and waited for it to bake.

When its done *well i thought it was done* i try to take the tart out from the model.

It failed. The filling smashed out! NOOO!

I refill and bake again and again. That tart i baked fer more den an hour in the oven. LOLX

den i found a smart way to take the tart out!

i use those fruit/cocktail fork and slowly dig the tart out. LOLX!

After baking, Its time to clean up.

It tiring u know! Very Tiring!

I found out that one dish can be cooked with alot different reciepes.

The tart was alittle too sweet but the biscuit was nice =)

Thumbs up fer myself =)

tatas;

When u let go of something,

All u have to do is dont look back,

When you turn back,

You'll regret,

Sometimes things can be turn back,

But some can't..

Think twice before u made a decision.

Live with it.

Dont regret =)

2008-04-20T21:54:00.014+08:00

ELECTRONIC FREAKO
Do you think only guys can be electronic's freaks?

GIRLS CAN BE TOO! at least im one.

Tesco having a freaking sales on electronic. The price are very cheap indeed!

RM50.90 for a 4gb pendrive =)

RM8.90 for a card reader

RM200++ Dvd/vdc/mp3/cd/mp4/JPEG player + two woofer + Usb and card reader!

HOT SALE!
JiaJia With Stuffed Lolipop!
RM 999,999,999.99 Okay! i was bored tats why i did this. Anyway, today we have a speacial guest.
Guess who?

SUPRISE!

It might be you!

Da Water Guy. lolx

There are 3 reasons why i post he's picture here.
1st for Driving my fav Car. White MYVI!

2nd for appearing in my dream last night!

3rd cause he never reply my Msn!

so he end up here!

MUAHAHHAHAHA! *evil laugh*

anyway good luck in ur exam =)

tata;

People in lifes come and go,
Some are meant to be remember,

Some are not,

every one is born to be Loved and appriciated,

For those who feel dead or useless,

There are people who cares only u dont know.

Why cared about those who hurt u?

They made u felt useless,

They made u feel bad,

Why Must You?

while they were Laughing Out Loud aside,

you were crying in a corner,

Fer what?

NOTHING.

The world is much beautiful if u look carefully.

Throw away those negetive.

Everyone has failure, but through failure we grew.

Try look positive and live with a strong heart.

There is an happy ending somewhere to be found.

*dedi to someone who really needs to accept.*

2008-04-19T21:19:00.003+08:00

THE POWER OF LOVE

Nice Picture huh? It's art work not porn =X

Guess wad.. I lost my phone =( Yeah! The W810i.

W810i!! There are afew reasons why i wouldnt wanna change my phone eventhought i have a N73 at home sleeping on my bed useless.

1) its white

2) camera with auto focus

3) nice picture resolution *auto focus on W series phone =)*

4) nice speaker

5) nice colour

I miss my phone so much. How in the world can i lost this phone!

I tell you, tat person who stole my phone away from me will fail in everything in life.

Wait and see! Okay now i got a new phone.

K550i (white) =)

Actually i liked another phone. Which is also white but its a China phone.

Tat phone is big but unique. BUTTT.. i scare it went BOOM! and its not stable.

The phone's accessories is very hard to get.

Only the charger need 3 months to get. GOSH?

get a stable 1 first. =)

Oh yea..Dear and i had a great time together.

Which we both thanked the time we had.

I think, Love is an Art and its very very unique.

Is Love hard to understand?

Every human or can u say living soul wanted to know about Love.

Love is very unique. To different People, It had Different meanings.

Love isnt a toy/feeling to be fooled around with.

But, Its to be appriciated.

When u know how to appriciate it.

You will know/understand what is love in your own way..

2008-04-12T21:28:00.003+08:00

Im sick and still sick.Anyway,i went for movie wif dear,katak and dan dan.What movie we watch? Yeah..i know that i've been being Movie/ Cinema Craze since JJ's cinema open..hahas

This movie was really nice! From this movie i really can see that human can do wadever and sacrifice whoever/whatever just to win/sucess.
This movie THREE KINGDOM IS NICE!

While waiting 4 them, i went to popular. The books i read was attractive and i think i can sit there whole day and just read. I guess i wanna own a bookshop.
The books are expansive. RM30++ for one is very expansive, but i have a bad habit tat is i would not read any books tat doesnt belongs to me. Even i borrow books from people i wont read. I had no idea why. I really liked reading and i enjoy reading. Today was a tiring day. Spending a day with dear was fun and we played dota after we reached home.
The game was fun .

2008-04-05T20:32:00.004+08:00

Weee! OKay guess wad.. Mei Yin Posted my picture into her blog.. OMGS! its ugly lar!

anyway,

i went to watch movie today..

wad movie?

L CHANGE THE WORLD!

L is CUTE!

Serious! very cute...hehes..
I cant find the picture of the Screening so i steal Mei Yin's one

2008-03-30T23:25:00.003+08:00

hie bloggie, yeap, im back from the seminar of VISiBER..sumthing gonna do with numbers larh.I was forced to go to KLCC with train with my mom at 8am in the morning..and i din get enough sleep. I was super tired due to too much walking on Saturday when going for movie with him. Yea shutter was kindda nice movie, but tat day was kindda stressed out himself, yes of course im tired, i walked alot too u know? wadever la..Today i met Jason, okay, not Jason Ong..but another Jason *dont need details about him* thank god he owe me Starbucks if not i wouldn't had got out of the KLCC hall.
1st - Its freezing inside
2nd - The speaker is giving too much example
3rd - Im tired. I could even sleep there
4th - BORING!
After coffee with Jason we chatted about life. Okay, even during coffee we chatted about ourselves. Yea, i told him about myself. i think something he told me was kindda right, but the point of it is 'am i happy?' well... I think i am. Wadever matters its just you being happy or not. Those stuff regarding who sacrifice the most, wadever u did, how much u spend, wad he/she gave you, those are just material's. Human have feeling, wad matters are how u felt, Yea..he's right. In fact he's very right. He totally hit the point wad i was afraid to think off or u can say tat what i was trying to hide from. but yea, tats life, human need things/stuff/action to make them feel better. Life goes up and down..If u know how to appriciate it, Life would be wonderful even its a deep down one. I'm not online in Msn now, cos i dont feel like it..i just wanna talk about how i felt today.I think, maybe im tired tats why i felt depress/not happy now. I seriously want someone who knows wad he/she is doing. Someone mature enough to think. okay, i dont think i should say all these, anyway tat all for now..nites~

2008-03-20T22:07:00.004+08:00

Holiday worh today...tomorrow is good friday..but my school is having class.. =( sad..others mission school is holiday..but den..we all have to go school.. i guarantee..tomorrow sure very very less teacher go sch 1..sat is CY's b'day celebration..where somemore? green box noh..sien..nth better to do then going JJ meh...aisk..today lily come over to my house..audi and fool around..he say dear kampung boi leh! muhahha...i watch the movie 7th Day's at astro on demand..yea..it finish long edi..but now oni i finish it..haha

a very nice drama..i think every1 should watch!!

was looking into my my pictures folder..den guess wad i found?
Tada!!!

The picture of Dear smiling when he saw me on webby after a big fight wif me...

looks like small kid rite?

School is back!

2008-03-18T13:57:00.003+08:00

ewww..school is back after 10 days of holidays..i dont wanna go back to school =(

THURSDAY
13.03.08
Went JJ with friends.. few appeared unexpected...Zheng and Lian and John was the one..was kindda messy tat day..but the movie was great.. AH LONG PTE LTD nice to watch...really funny..and guess wad..the durian scene..u can see TIMES SQUARE!!! hahas...Kim gary after movie, pictures are still with Jerlin wee...i ate EGG!?
we went sing K..at green box..hahas..so wad if he's my ex? i dont mind? im not like some other ppl who cant put down what they lifted up..althought he hurts me badly, but still we are frens..and its been soooo long..i guess i forgotten wad happen..LOLX anyway..KM SING?! i thought i heard wrongly..den hor..SERIOUS! KAMBING SANG!!!!!!! BIG NEWSSSS!! hahahs..we waited for KEv and Joeanna to come over after their tuition and they 2 go watch the movie themself..okay..i was fooled by them..they told me they were attached on wednesday night, which was a lie..okay..i got happy for nth..anyway..i had a great day..oh yea.i ate peanuts too..i forgotten tat i ate those things and i wen thome..and took off my piercing..and
guess wad..
it's SWOLLEN! =)

SATURDAY
15.03.08

Went Aeon BukitTinggi(JJ) wif katak and dear..guess wad, no cab wanana fetch me hor..den i walk all the way to Giant to get a stupid cab...ish! my plan was totally spoiled..was planing to wear a short pants & high heels..now im gonna walk sooo far away and it was raining! pity me!!..i don wanna risk being molested or kidnapped..i changed into jeans and sport shoe..which makes me look abit like working in JJ =.= .. the korea contact lense i odered from Minton came edi..it looks abit fake when i wear it..but my eyeballs sure grows bigger edi..okaylarh..dint grow nah, but seem lorh..if i only wear 1 side..u will think tat my eye is cacat-ed..unbalance..muhahha..we went and watch 10000BC..the plan was to watch 1.20 movie...den..the say wanan wait for Dan..so we watch 2.30...cos every1 is late..den becomes 3.45.. =.= "" rite? before movie...of cos..lunch..katak and dear had their lunch edi..i din even had breakfast eh...okay...went downstairs..we weas waiting katak to choose..but the end..he choose MCDONAL?! of all the choices..he choose macd..why? i canot eat beef..cos my piercing lorh...till now stil abit swollen..okay..den we went..KFC..we were lining up...den i asked katak to find a place to seat cos there are super alot of ppl there..katak found a place and sit dere!! =P me and dear line up to buy foods.. there was this uncle lining up infront which took super long..but we new generation sure be patient and wait rite* ahem* this time i ate super slow..den its sort of like nt enuf time for us, we ya..we rushed to the cinema.. Movie was awsome.. very very nice...and touching!! i teared in the cinema.. saddd =(

the cinema was cold cos of the rain i think...after moviewe went to ffind ice cream..since katak owe me one..after walking around..NEW ZEALAND here we COME!! after ice cream..its time for go home..katak got match later.. we took a cab..cos its jamming at Klang..so i asked the cab to send them to Teluk Gadung station...the dumb cab dono where is it..so..we sort tat out... i reached home..i asked dear to sms me when he reached at subang but he forgotten =`(

Sunday
16.03.08
tomorrow is school..and yea..i don like school..but have to go..yea..going school sux..okay wadever

There are some word

are meant to be spoken,

there are some,

wasn't

There are some times,

are meant to be appriciated,

there are some,

doesn't

Life comes and go,

can be taken away in just a

blink

but memories

are never forgotten

with sweetness or bitter

Somethings should be told,

to make u feel better,

but not to others.

Keeping silence isnt the best,

cause u'll feel stressed

but not to others.

MONDAY

17.03.08

*sometimes..

somethings..

are told not to judge or change..

but letting others know how u felt..

for the sake of feeling better..

keeping everything as secret

wasnt a best

cause in the end..

it will makes trouble..

i doesnt mean any harm..

i just want a reason..

i couldn't help

seeing u tear..

my heart would hurts..*

*i'm sorry if i hurted you*

2008-03-11T20:56:00.007+08:00

hie bloggie...
it's been awhile hor...yea..havent been blogging cos busy and lazy...but lately..alot things happen..and alot things go throught my mind..yea..alot..
yesterday went to Lagoon wif dear dear...yea..had ALOT of fun...dear reached 1st..den he bought the ticket 1st then we went to have breakfast at Ming Tien..means we walked a super big round..^_^ den we walk back..i think we started to change and play water when we its 11.30..we played water...go around the waterfall thinggy..giv wave wash away...watch people surfing..its really fun..cause of limited time so we dint went to sit banana boat and play extreme park..i bring dear dear go sit fast fast ride, sometimes he stuck dere..i go 1st..i dono how is he gonna stay alive if he went genting with me.. i scare he faint..so i never bring him sit pirate ship and tomahwak*spelling miskate =)* after shower everything..LolX..
dear actually asked me..
where to put he's things..
i dono..i never been to the boy's shower before..
then he ask me..
How to change?
err..with towel on?

we left at 3plus..and i brought dear to go try kim gary...he never been there before..and as usual..dono what to eat.. =) but no matter what..the food there are all nice..after that..we went to Zing and get my ear pierce..super pain noh! i sit ktm go and back alone...both also kindda lucky..not alot ppl..got place to sit..and i dont have to wait long..plus its raining when we go back..guess wad, i get sunburn even i put on sunblock! the sun now is very very pain in the head!

Lagoon = Leng lui? Bikini? Leng zai? good body? YEAH!!!!!

few days back was really hard for me and him..we argue alot..not really argue..but i dono its about my hormone changing or is it im simply getting pressure from exams..so we were sort of being sensitive and im being kindda harsh and bad tempered..and i dont know why.. these days i kept thinking about am i fat? yeah..i asked afew of my frens that..some of them say..i'm fat at some parts..some says..im big bone..i admit i am big bone, and i guess i dont wanna be big bone..why cant i jsut being born small and slim nice..like how other girls born like..they dont need to exercise or do what ever and the have not to meantion HAWT shape..i think i did all i can this few years..i dropped from 67kg *aged 14* to around 55kg*current weight* and im 170cm..do i neeed to go more diet? why cant i have my confidance with they way im wearing clothes..im jealous at those girls that can fit into size26 jeans and can have their boy carry them around..and also have nice breast size..yea..i know im talking sort of like low self esteem..but, i cant help it..im born like tat..everytime i think of this..my eyes will go watery..silly rite? or am i being emotional..sometimes..i tell dear dear..i think im not good enough for him..yea..dear don look local..and for alot of girls he's a good looking guy..and a good 1.. yea..i know..who dont want their girl to look hawt? maybe he never say it out or am i just feeling dumb? yea..guys dont tell things using their mouth much..they keep it in heart..i dono..maybe its just because i wanna giv him all the best i can..and i wnana loved for who i am.. im just feeling lack of confidance again..i talked to him about this before..and he always says..what matteers is the inside..not outside..but which guy wont attracted by hawt girl? =`(
^^

2008-02-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY~

020208

hie bloggie..i went to sg.wang wif dear dear..^^me and jason took ktm and meet up with dear ,katak, dan dan at KL sentral..and guess wad..the line to buy monorail ticket is SUPER LOOONGGG~~ dono why..super ALOT ALOT PPL LEH...okay..after we reach TS..we went to search for the cinema, seriously hard to find..and den..we ate MaryBrawn..as usual..katak operate he's burger..and dear eat's slowly..hahha..we went to watch Cloverfield..the movie is not bad..but abit dizzy if u watch it..jason says its a waste of money..but..also watch edi lo..nvm la..we walk to Sg.wang..den start seeing ALOT of ppl..and Katak's WEIRD ppl..lolx..we went to 6th floor..den take sticker photo with dear..weeee!!! dear was soo weird..he say he's not used to it..nvm..we have alot of time..okay..but i was angry cos the baka machine din giv me alot of time to decorate the picture..end up..i left 2 picture undecorade...and! the size of picture came out not the 1 i want! but nvm... the 1st time can be memorable in this way..^^while we were walking..dear told me he wanted a trasformet t-shirt..lolx..kiddish =P..its shopping time^^ jason went shopping by himself..to nic shops tat he din even tell us.. =( but at the end i gave dear a suprise..hehhe..we were at the food court drinking..and katak saw hawt girl...lalalala~ im not helping him..= P dan dan can help him..hehe..i told dear i went to find jason..but i went to leminate the pictures..den i call jason up..the timw was 5pm edi..me and jason was like..not enuf time edi..RUN!!! we went to a shop..tat has alot of T-shirt..guess wad! there got TRANSFORMER's T-shirt! muahhaha~ i get 2..1 for dear 1 for me..and i bought dear a wallet since he's looks soo =.=..hahha..anyway...i was about to smash the Jason cos he never told me those nice places tat has discount.. =( i spend more den him..but he get more clothes den me..apa la! no FAIR!!!!!!!! next year..im gonna shop 4 CNY clothes in SG.wang..and only SG.WANG! ! except if dear do the paying 4 me larh..muhahah jk okay..den me and jason went back to the food court..den i gave dear he's suprise..he don look suprise..maybe he too suprise till dono wad to say..but im jealous..dear told me they talk to the girl..and cos of sumthing sumthing..they din get her number..dear says if can he also want the girls number..my heart goes.. OMG.. =( i go all the way make suprise giv u..i come back..u tell me this..yea..not happy lar..ANGRY..nvm..i endure..cos going back edi..i don wan to spoil happy times...den..,went home..den oni i tell dear..hahas..but im still angry..cos he's tired and donwan go home sleep..end up playing at cc..wahhhh...go gengx...if im beside him..i'll pull his ears till become rabbit..DORIS! =P yea..cny is here..im going back KT tomorrow, and i cant meet dear till 14/2.. and its valentine..weee! i cant wait till den! <3

2008-01-30T20:04:00.000+08:00

SWEET, BITTER, SOUR , OF LOVE

Ever heard of taste in life? ever gone throught it before? yea..i did..and im sure everyone does..this 3 taste are always in our life..same as mine..but these 3 i am feeling now are special..cos its all cause of L O V E..

SWEET

Bloggie...dear came over and stayed over last week..for 5 days..yea..we had alot of fun..keeping each other warm in cold nights..every morning..after i bath..i would start cooking breakfast...its been long since i cook 4 myself even..lolx..as u know my dear's appetite was HUGE so..i cook ALOT and dear bath super long...so when i finish cooked he is in time for breakfast ^^...haha...we did alot funny and silly stuff..yea..5 days..it like as if we lived together..eeee...super cute..yea..dear got addicted to BLEACH cause of me...we even peel,slice and fried "nga gu" together..dear help me alot...muahhaha..oh yea...we both went very sad when the last day came.. =( we went for movie on the saturday..and we were suppose to rush 1 but then Katak suddenly don wanna watch then somemore dear dear went to the toilet for soooo long tat the taxi driver got angry and took off...but ..look at our ticket!

see the price? WHY RM0.00? muahhaha..tats the reason we dont have to line up..cos when we were looking at the screen for the movie time since KATAK and DanDan ffk us.. =P a aunty approach us to sell us ticket...the price tat day was RM11 but we buy with RM10 =P haha..cos she won a contest but seh don wanna watch..so sell us instead..yay!

SOUR
anyway..the movie was not bad..but complicated..so dear had abit problem understanding the movie la...Astro WLT was there for the awards thinggy so Pyramid is FLooded with People and i had problem going home =( and i was this close get knocked by a stupid car tat doesnt look back when he was reverse-ing..nvm worh..plus its raining heavily and i was all wet! ish..lucky i din caught any cold..and guess wad..i need to wait for 20++ ppl till my turn to for cab..gosh! but when i reach home..it was 10++ and yea im tired, and sad..why..cos

now..
you're not there when i open my eyes.
you're not there to cover blanket for me in the middle of nights..
you're not there will keep my hands warm in cold nights..
no one to share jokes with..
no one to laugh with..
no one to disturb me sleeping...

yea, i miss all of this till i cried..

Bitter

yea..we both missed each other like mad..at least i knoe i am..and yea..i wish to go back to the days..and the times we spend together...dear saw sumthing on the table tat makes him go jealous..and he did not tell me till i force him too..yea..i cried..why..cos i was so worry about wad he was jealos of..he was angry and sad..yea..but i don knoe why..and he dint wanna tell me till i really got angry..and i scolded him..but i regret doing tat..although he never blame me..yea...and today i made him upset again..and its all my fault..i wish i could go back in time..and take away all those hurts and bitter times..i cant bare those things to happen..cos it breaks my heart..i am sure..it will leave a scar in our heart..but i still hope tat the scar would heal..cause i would heal it..with my bare hands..to show u how much u meant to me..im sorry if i disappoint u..

2008-01-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

Saturday was a SWEET DAY...im not gonna say how sweet..but hor..

LET THE PICTURE DO THE TALKING~

2008-01-17T19:43:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANNA BE YOUR's

Everyday

when u're not here..

I'll picture ur smile..

It gives me strength.

for my day..

sunshine of cloudy days..

Every night

I remember the touch of ur kisses..

on my cheek...

on my forhead..

on my lips..

So sweet..

I wouldn't forget..

neither do i want to...

Everytime

When i am dreaming..

I dream of you..

The feeling of warmth...

when your arms warp around me..

feeling you near me..

feeling secure

like a baby...

you were never away from me..

since the day we meet..

i knew...

i would melt in your arms...

never far apart from you..

cos i just wanna be yours...

for now..

and

FOREVER<3

2008-01-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

DOUBLE EMO?

HAPPY~

13.1.08

eeek!!!! sunday..Lily ffk me! T.T..but den i find my way to go Pyramid to meet dear dear..1st time ever iput make up is today!!! OMG!! i spend dono how long in the room..just to put on make ups..lols..my grandma and aunty came mah..so we went to my relatives house at Damansara Damai..and den we went Pyramid around 3pm..reach there was like 3.30pm edi..dear dear say wanna watch 4pm AVP show..so..i rush to the cinema..and bought ticket..and there is no ticket 4 one row 1..back row also no more..and left the front oni.. so i bought 2 at the sides and 3 at the middle..they were late..after buying ticket..i go buy a drink and look at the time..omg..5mins over edi..den we were 10mins late 4 the movie..tat Katak hor..keep laughing,laughing and showing me a kind of evil smile 4 no reason...really feel like giving him a punch..errr!

movie was COLD COLD COLD!!! the show was okay..okay oni..and AVP..i jump-ed up afew times when the alien jump out of nowhere..lols...after movie..we decided to go mcdonals..dear dear eat super SLOW..turtle boo..haha! we all finish..and dandan they all went to smoke..and come back..he havent finish he's food..lols~ he eat like small kid..agree? YES! haha..we went to the arcade after tat..dere is very very very COLD..see dandan play..so funny! dear dear gave me kisses dere..awww..so sweet..haha..i bring dear dear to meet my aunty uncle..dear dear went shy shy..hehes..

its time to say byebye to dear dear T.T...we sat at the Pyramid2 entrance..and talk talk talk..till i have to go.. dear was very nice to me..enjoy going out movie with dear also..haha..feels nice / happy~
but we din take pic togther.. =(

Hurt / Disappointed..

reach home around 10pm..i called mummy up..but she say..she will come back soon...she sound sad..and i asked her "what happen" she say she'll talk to me when she's back..after bath and everything...she called again.. she told me to call her when grandma they all went to uncle's place and don let him if he came home..i was shock..yea..all these while..there were problems between them..but i don wanna bother..after grandma they all went back..mom came home..her face was red..means she drank..after she changed..she went to the blacony and sit on the swing..light up her cigratte..i talk to her.and she told me what had happen..she told me she felt heart broken...and she teared..i try to endure my tears..not to cry..cos i need to be strong for her..but still i cant..i tear the moment she hug me..when she cried on my shoulder..she say "now..its only you and me"..my heart hurt when i saw her like tat.. we talk about everything..i tried to make her feel better..she plan about whats gonna happen in the future..yea..its gonna be hard and tough..but..i know its gonna be happy..yea..it hurts alot when watching my mom cried infront of me..but..yea..i hate him..we done so much for him, and yet..he disappoint me again..but mostly..i hurt him cos he hurt mom..all these years..my mom go throught everything for him..yet..this is wht he gave back us..maybe my mom can forgive him..but i cant..once u hurt, twice even..we gave many chance for u to change but u never did...he came home late tat night..i think he talk to my mom about it..they became okay back..but im still scared of him...

2008-01-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR EVE

A good start~

yes...im posting about old story again..

haha...this is wad happen on new year's eve..

12pm.. i went out from house..took train to he's place..when i reach dere..he was bath-ing..he's mom open the door..and i went in..waited for him in he's room...after tat..we both hang out in the room...cos i din not have enuf sleep..i went to sleep...yea..i liked him sooo much..and he was very sweet to me..we had good times talking to each other accompany-ing each other..during lunch..he play-ed wif my hair..lols..okay..thx to me..i asked somethings tat shouldn't be ask at tat time..and both of us felt guilty and i feel sad..okay..i cried infront of him..i dont want to..but i cant tahan larh!!!! i look like a zombie cos i din bath..*i oni bath after i wake up* when its time...we rush-ed to THe Curve..okay..we were late..we stucked in the traffic jam...and guess wad..we spend new year in the cab...haha...very nice..tat the cab stuck in the middle of the road..where we can get a clear view of THE CURVE's fireworks..it was!!! OMG!!!!!!! super nice..the best ever i've seen...and he was sitting beside me..watching with me...i was very happy..this is the best new year ever...EVER!!!!! we went to MCD...and look?! soooo many ppl..we bought ice cream.. XP and i saw Raymond they all..lols? anyway...when my ah ping came and pick me up..it was about to be 1am++..its time to leave him =( i say byebye..and sob...stuck in THE CURVE traffic for SOOO LONG..cos some motorcycle was burned in the road..lols...every1 dere we crazy..party-ing..and having fun..in the car..we were suppose to go Cheras..or somewhere la..to pick up the others..okay, we got lost..and all those thinggy, reach home at 6am..lucky my mom din scold..if not im dead..oh yea..i lost my mom's precious watch...tat worth 6k =( i feel super bad..and bad and bad!!! urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i cant sleep althought its 6am..he went to cc with frens...and spending the night there..

i called him at 7am..i told him how i felt..half-ly..cos i have nothing to say..i was kindda angry at that time..cos he never answer my questions..and never clearified anything..in some point..i wish he could just tell me a "no" and i can slam the phone..and continue cry-ing till i sleep..yea..i wish tat could happen..but tat dint..good! we talk about the problem whole night..and guess wad he told me the next day? he told me he tear-ed too..i was shock and touched...i tear of joy..gosh.."he teared for me/cause of me" i feel so bad ..i shouldnt have made him tear..of he shouldnt had tear for someone like me..someone who is not important to him..but..in the end..i am someone for him..someone special..and we both clearified tat..he admit he was confuse at first..and yea..so am i..but not ask much as he is..haha! so its a good start for both of us.. =)

we've gone throught everything we can..to keep our relationship as a fren..but we never thought tat it will end up this way..and a much better way..yea..a way tat i always wanted..but never want to do anything about it..a way tat finally i will feel happy...a way tat we both agreed our feelings..a way tat we both can care more..tat we can get closer...and closer..

and now...

i only have 1 wish for the new year...

tat is..

I WANT US TO LAST 4EVER!

jia & ah ping..

my ah gu~ *cousin or uncle* lols

2007-12-30T14:10:00.001+08:00

hie bloggie..

yea..i know i havent post the pictures of previous post..but hor..im working on it..too many pictures..kk..Tomorrow is New YEAR EVE!!!
really hope can spend with boo..watch fireworks with boo....

yesterday..
i went over to his place..lousy guy went bath when i reach..haha! he keep buwee me larh!!! erm..yea..kindda shy at 1st..den we watch boo's dota game..and play 1 round of TD while they were eating..don wanna talk about how i get dere larh..i remember enuf..lols..den..after tat..we went and have a chat...boo and i was VERY VERY tired..i slept off halfway..lols..oh yea..he's little brother was SUPER CUTE!!! why? cos..he's soooooo CUTE!! when i gave him he's christmast gift..he was like..smiling smiling..dono wad to say...too happy i guess..lols... he's super sweet..gave me a prezzie back..eee~~gosh..if my brother is tat cute..i don mind stay home baby sitting him...lols..kk..back to the topiic..me and he was talking talking...chatiing and resting..den somehow..i fell asleep..lols..den my phone rang..and he have to wake me up too answer..lols...i answer den i went back to sleep...too tired larh!i din even have enuf sleep....He was nice...i remember he help-ed cover me with blankets..but i was too tired to open my eyes...so i just sleep off..lols! lucky *i din snore*...everytime i open my eye..guess wad i saw? HIS face infront of me!!!swt?! den we both smiling smiling..hahahah!! den my eye canot tahan i have to sleep back...lols...can still feel tat boo is still beside me..muhahaha....kk..around 5-6pm..i went to 1utama to meet my KT friends..yea..had alot of fun joking..making crazy with dem..when they were in the fitting room..i just go in and take the clothes to dem..the sales ppl were like OMG =.=".. wad worh?! we grew up together..and it's oni upper part..not like he's changing pants also wad..thinking back about ysterday..really made me luagh non-stop..but..i missed boo more..i reach home..and i oni had half side of A&W waffle..but..my KT frens were over at my place playing..den they got hungry and went home..i bath and everything..den i came online..after i had a glass of milk..oni i felt hungry..gosh! and its 2am edi!! oh well..i finish off the whols pack of milk..while talking to him in msn, and guess wad..i ate EXPIRED CHIPSMORE!!! OMG!!!!! hahaha..after being not hungry for the whole day..den i end up with expired chipsmore..gosh!

yea..i had alot of good times with him..although most of the time we spend on sleeping..or u can say "I" spend time sleeping..but..it was very nice..He regret tat he dint went genting with me..cos dere we can spend more time..but..nevermind..we still have other chance's..life is full of chance..

DONT LOVE ME FOR FUN~LET ME BE THE ONE~
LOVE ME FOR A REASON..

LET THE REASON BE LOVE

2007-12-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

X'mas Just end-ed...

im just here to post 1 pic..i'll update tomorrow

this pic's hairstyle..i din meant it to be liek tat...

cos..

i actually just tied up my hair in a "sanggul" way..den..whne i reach home...i take off..it end off like tat...so...not bad? or straight better?

hmm!!!

2007-12-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

Just A new DAY~

K.Terengganu..

i went back K.terengganu on 11th till 16th...i din sleep 4 one day..cos my flight was 7am..and we need to go to the airport at 4am..so..i din sleep..hehes..1st 3 days..i went oour wif ah soon..to everwhere!!! lols..we went A&W grab Waffle ice cream!!!! we went beach...and everywhere.he's a nice guy..and yea..i enjoy being back..actaully boo wanna folo back..but..tak jadi..cos i din plan to go back also 1..haha..den..was raining alot there..i think i gain weight..cos i missed my grandma's cook alot...her chicken rice..and all those kampung food..GOSH..haha..i din get to see my sch frens...but..i get to see my "frens" lols..had alot fun with dem...dota..everything..althought i din spend much time with dem..cos some came back last min..and all those..but..im happy with the way we are..really..i called boo during nights...we talked about ghost..things we done..all tat..sometimes i also endure my sleepy and tired-ness to talk to him..and its nice..very nice..and i like talking to boo..but hor..EXP la! pif!...hate this billing things...when i came back to Klang..boo was gaming..soo..i online till2am..and i knew he wont be back early..so i went to sleep..i woke up at 6am..for a reason of bad dream tat i cant recall..but i sleep till 12pm..i online till boo's back..chat wif boo till 6pm and let him go sleep..my form 5 frens are all going to collage..and im stuck for form5..faster end lar!!!!!! hehe...and yea..got into a conflict with someone...

Here Goes..

i don feel like posting the conversation...neways..bye bloggie..pictures will be here tomorrow

2007-12-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

Long Post..

i havent been posting this months..cos..i was abit busy..lols..5th DEC i went Genting..den..i came back not long, i went back KT *K.Terengganu*
i'll post about Genting 1st..

5th dec 2007
Wednesday..

boo was suppose to go wif us..but den..cancel larh..lols..don wanna mention it..so..its me,my bro, Km,TK,Joeanna and her bf and my 2 of my bro's fren..den..i din get enuf sleep..i think i oni sleep for 1-2hrs..me and my bro reach ktm around 9.30am..others are abit late..but we manage to get on the train in time..of cos..we ran! haha..reached Sentral around 11am..i rush to the Genting Bus Terminal to buy ticket..GUESS WAD!!! the next bus is 3pm!!!! OMG GG lorh...i saw one bunch of boys..look older ones are also like..not happy wif the time..den..i bought the tickets..and plan about wad we gonna do till 3pm..we made a crazy decision to go Times Square..cos monorail is near and fast..so..we change coins..and STUFF our bags into the lockers..we took like 3 lockers..cos TK bought Maggie cups..but those maggie save our ass..im not gonna tell it now..hehex...so..we reached Times Square..Joeanna and her BF went kai kai lorh..left me, TK and KM since my bro and he's friends went somewehre else..so we plan to meet back at Monorail at 2pm..so..yea..3 of us..we walk around..talking..blablabla..den..we went 4 movie..ENCHANTED..the movie finish at 2pm! haha..nice movie..even tat goat KM say its nice..means its nice..haha..we went back to Sentral..den..get our bags..when they all went to toilet..i forgotten wad we all were talkin..i sit on the floor laughing about something..hahas..i used to tat alot..anyweys..we went to the bus stop..and we cought an early bus..cos tat time is around 2.30pm..the bunch of guys tat i mention earlier was abit left behind..cos when i saw dem..they were still up dere..hahahs!!!..i slept in the bus till the cold breez woke me up..means..we're dere..but..its oni gonna be 4pm..wow..kindda fast..den..we saw the apartment we rented...eeek! but..the bus stoped at First World..we walk down...and check in..they way we check in was funny..TK bought bread and kaya at the shop..i was like..=.=" wads wrong o..why u keep buying these things?...tell u wad..the apartment we had..was nice..fully furnished..clean..got carpet..5 sofabeds..2 queen size bed..we can fit 20 ppl here..lols..its nice..but hor..no fans or aircond..and its COLD enuf..okay..cut the crap..we unpack..i count $$ den they play cards..i took a bath..we decide to stay another day..since they dont want to go to OUtdoor today..we agree, so me and TK went down to look for apartments to rent another night..we went throught a few ppl..lastly found a suitable price-ed..we went out 4 dinner..we walk differently..and i still wif TK and KM..we went rock climbing..GUESS WAD..KAMBING CLIMB IT!! i got pics..i'll post later...hehex...i also climb..and when i climb..ALOT ppl are looking leh!!! i go blushing la!! somemore got ppl Cheer 4 me..lols..my 1st rock climbing..and it was nice..then i went meet GRAVIJA awhile..he look quiet STunned when he saw me..den..we went archery..and was also nice...XP..around 11pm we walk back to our apartment..KM scare mist getting worse..yeah..its raining edi..im not wearing a thick hoodie..so i was super cold..we reach..took turns to bath while playing cards..we played till very late..we ate bread larh..lols..thx to TK la..if not we starve, den..we went down to get 3in1 coffee..we went back...and me and TK thinks abit too much..cos..the kitchen got nice smell..like someone cooked..den..we both checked and its the other apartment...den..he check the fridge..when i checking the cabinet..some one BOO-ed Me..i jump!..i got like "OMG!"

we all stay up late..playin cards..we went abit mad la..u knoe..play cardds also can get higgh-ed..we keep laughing laughing laughing and laughing...TK went all red..4 no reason..we thoguht he lose till all RED! hahas...but KM is the one losing RM's..hahas...my bro's fren are quiet at 1st..but..in the end..they joined in and went crazy with us..Joeanna went to bed early..cos she PIG..we continue..her bf ofcos teman her la..around 2-3am..we decided to sleep..i push all the guys to one room..and i went out to the hall..nesh called and we talk..and i continue sms wif boo..alone outside is SCARY okay!..i cant even sleep!!! den..i went to the room...i hate being lightbulb larh! but..okay la..we cant sleep..soo we talk afew..den..i heard sound..i thought KM woke up..i go check..and i saw TK at the hall..again..i was shocked out of my life..i fall asleep wif TK around 5am..i think its because too cold..we cant sleep..but..the way me and TK sleep on the sofa was FREAKY!!.. we sleep side by side..but..he's head is at my leg..and he's leg are at my head..lols..at 6am++ he fall down from the sofa..and woke me up..hahas...we went to the hall..i get somesleep..there..bath den when all was up..i went to 1st world..to get bus ticket for my bro's fren..cos they not staying extra night..went through the cold..in the end..i found out.. tat they need to get skyway ticket and buy bus ticket to sentral by their own..so i have to walk back..my face was as pale as asheet of paper leh..not enuf sleep+hunger...omg...when i walk back to the apartment alone..i was scared..and..got indian guys behind me..lols..i freaked out..and ran back to ria..i manage to help them checked out..get the deposit back..den we spotted a mamak store at the other block of RIA..the food there are okay..but cheap la..we ate..den..cos we have to wait 4 the room..soo..we went to 1st world..and arcade..played till like 3pm the guy called TK ask him to check in..so before we went back to our apartment..we went to buy movie tickets..11.15pm..Golden Compass...we went back to the apartment..this apartment was FREAKY..i feel like i wanna go home on the spot!! its old..ugly..sticky..and the doors make noise..tat night..we all slept in 1 room..4 wad i rent the apartment..i have no idea..the kitcken door..making noise..the room door also..sickening larh!!!...none of us dare to bath..lols...okay..we stayed in the room..as same..Joeanna went to sleep..we play cards...and we rest..till like 7-8pm..we went dinner at the mamak..then..we went 1st world..we went arcade again, till movie time came..den..i slept in the movie..too tired larh! i hardly slept in 2 days okay?

after movie..we came out..we went toilet..den..guess wad..i think i having my period..!!! GOD!! NOW? THIS TIME? HERE?!!!! GG LA!!! where to find shop..its 1am edi la!!stupid!!!!! i have to tell myfrend.s..and TK..singinf SOFY~~~~~ everytime i talk to him..we manage to find a shop..and of cos..i take quick action....

* was sms-ing wif boo all the time*

we reach back..we slack..eating maggie..and other stuff..watching tv..and chatting..wow..this is nice..my bro went sleep early..den joeanna and her bf went to bed also..left me TK and Km..sitting dere..talking..crapping..den..the phone line went crazy, boo went angry..blabla..stop all the crap..i fall sleep..and boo went worried..i saved a msg he send me tat i really liked...

"Dearie i guess you fell asleep already right? Yea you're tired...Im so worried and scared...Dear Im sorry for what i done and said okay? I Love You, Serene..."
07 -dec-07 5:15am

it really made my day...really...i smiled and tears of joys..haha..anyway..i sms-ed him..but..he wasnt sleeping..i guess he waited me to get up..we all slept till10am..till TK woke up..and i woke up..den..slwoly..other woke up...oh yea..about the maggiiee..it saved us..once again..hahah! we packed..and waited 4 the time to go home...we toko skyway and went to the bus terminal to go home..and guess wad..i saw that bunch of guys again!!! lols..the bunche we saw at sentral..i went to buy bus ticket..den..KL sentral 6pm! WTH!!!!! we buy pudu raya 3pm..guesswad? same time wif dem..same bus wif dem..so GG!! but we stop at times square's monorail..and get to Sentral..we all are like..super tired.. TIRED!!!!but yay! and hor..i tell u wad..Malaysian are =.=" why? i dont know! cos..after i went sit near to Joeanna..someone took my place la..den..in awhile..i saw a malay pregnent woman STANDING..i was swt =.=..there were alot ppl sitting near to here..and yeah..no one bother to get up and let her sit..althought there is a sign tat stated let those need-ed ppl sit 1st..so yea..i got up.. and ask her to sit..she refuse at 1st but she sat also..the best thing was she smiled at me..aww...i was standing at 1st..but after 2-3stations..i got a place..and have a good sit....this is not the 1st time this kind of things happen..i think more 3rd time..but..those time i went out wif some of my guy frens..and yeah..they get up and let old or with child ppl sit..

"In train or wadever..pls..be alert and be a good person..also its just a sit, but what counted was u having the heart to let them sit, its not a thank you tat you seek for..but its about respecting them..u will feel better after u helped!or it will make ur day smile~"

*PICTURES TOMORROW~*

2007-12-05T07:04:00.000+08:00

ITS ONI A CHANCE~

hie bloggie..boo's not going to genting wif me..and i woke up cos i want him to go..yea..i understand he's stituation..but..this time..i feel like being a stubborn and be selfish..why? cos..this trip partly i go 4 him..when he told me he don wanna go..i did not tear..i tear tat..he doesnt want to giv himself a chance to change somethings...now..i dont feel like going anymore..yea..i told myself " stupid..u knoe this is gonna happen in the 1st place rite?" "u knoe he wont go 1 lah" but still..dere is apart of me..tat says..dere is a chance for him to go..and i dont wan to miss tat chance...i know i sound despered...its been "times" i asked him out..but still from day 1 till now..its been the same..and if he doesnt wanna go to genting wif me... i dont think dere would be a chance for any where in the future..i can say sayonara to Tokyo...this is soo wrong u knoe..Soo wrong..in a minute i though im gonna have to worry about the room being too small..and yet..the answer gave up a blank 1...maybe to him its a trip..but bloggie u know? he promised me ice cream...he promise to stay up all night wif me..he promise to chill in the cold wind wif me..he even promise to wear same thing wif me...why does it have to end this way? is GOD being mean again? i just want a chance..to spend a day wif a speacial person i care..

2007-12-03T23:36:00.001+08:00

DOn feel like posting..cos im tired..

went new JJ..greenbox..shopping..blablabla..continues tomorrow~ chao

okay..now i post la..i went to CY's house at around 9am..den..we went eat curry mee...hohoho..after tat..we went sino~and i saw a fren..but i 4get he's name...lolx..say hi...den hor..how i knoe..the pc i choose same wif the pc he choose..i was like.. =.= den.. i open those beside him lo..and spy-ed him playing dota..hiak!hiak! den we walk all the way to Giant..get taxi go to new JJ..its WOW!!!!!!!!!1 my 1st time dere..and its nice..i think the best in Klang~~~ and i love it lorh..cos..got cinema..got Greenbox..got starbuck!! AND!!! ALOT OF FOODS!!! we went walking around at 1st..find my frens who are working dere..den went to toilet..and i take a pic of myself..lols..okay..retarted..haha...I SAW DOGGIEs ALOT!!! greenbox.. XP and drinks and salad are free to eat 1..hahaha...the best part is..we sing non stop~~~!! got la..take turns to take a bite on food..and CY oder the steak...and its as hard as a brick..haha...i need to chew dono how many thousand time to swollow it...XP..TK came late.. and KM put earoplane(as usual) and i say Lup tuck~~ and RAymond~ haha...after green box..we went and shop..TK bring my bro go buy jeans..and me and CY went walking around..den..we saw a shop..GUESS WAD?! the shop name is SERENE!! CY goes like...JIA! isnt tat ur Name?! I go like..OMG! yea..lets go in and see got my style one or not..and yeah..im bringing my mom dere next time XP..the shop wif my name..the shop wif my style! XP..

i'll post pictures now~

love my shirt~ <3>
wad u see? thousand of DOGGIES~~~~!!!

Puppy Dog Eyes!!!!!!!! Kawaiii neh!

LEts Sing!! and ROX

Tk..I <3>

I'll Stab u wif the mic!!!

My Shop..My style!

The Sch Tall Twins..Lols..Diff style of CY and JJ~ *looks like mama and daughter* hoho

I know u look TIRED! cos i am~

FIne! i'll smile.. u stop looking at me like tat

Lols..retarted pics...haha...while i was out..boo was gaming..from 4am..till 8pm..lols...i cant sleep la...i think i missed boo~ aLOT..haha..Genting IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

Another Chance 4 Life

weee....over a bad thinggy..now is another new start...let hope everything will be okay...hmm...now i dono wad's boo doin..but..im waiting 4 him..lols...don wanna lose or missed any moment wif boo..and lets pray 4 everything will go as good as possible..maybe throught hurts and tear..we know wad each other wants in life..and know each other more..yea..human makes mistake in life..but doesnt mean tat they dont deserve another chance..yea..i think i am given a chance..and so do boo..and all i hope is we two put effort to maintain our relationship till we grow white hair..lols..tomorrow i'll be going Pyramid..and meet some really really old friends tat grow up together..still remember..we used to play in the evening at the field..but now..ppl grow..and we all have our lifes...now we go out have fun at malls and etc..yeah..i wish..i will keep contact wif dem..maybe even once a year..but memories are never forgotten when u have the heart to remember it..need to

jiayous jiayous!! Gembateh!!! Go GO JiaJia!!!!!

2007-11-29T17:55:00.000+08:00

GAP IN LIFES

for a small thing i did..or just a mistake of curious..things became worse..cos im scared, im scared den i wanna be more den friends..but i know it wont came true..and one part of me..doesnt want it to came true..i don knoe wad i want..i dont know who am i to u..i dont know who are u to me..all i know u're important..but..till wad stage...BF'S..Boyfriend or bestfriend...i don know..and i don wanna know..cos both ways hurts in their own ways..i nvr given a choice, but now knowing hurts alot too...yea..maybe things wont turn the same...i don care wad ppl says..i don giv a damn wad ppl see's...all i care is about u...i don wan u to recieve unwanted flames..or comments..and sumtimes..looking into the mirror..i felt.. "i don think i suits him"..den tears will fall..yea..thinking happy things brings smiles..but..after those happiness..fears came..and tears runs down..silently...these brought gap to my life..i don wan anything...i just want us to be happy...or maybe u to be happy..im causing alot of break down to u...
i think...

maybe..

i should LEAVE...

and make place 4 a better person for u..

u don deserve me...

cos u're a true angel in my life..

2007-11-29T06:47:00.001+08:00

DO I REALLY LOOK TAT RETARTED?

we've been talking to each other for so long...i don think u dont know how i feel..heart breaks when u say those words..heart break when i called u for 2hrs and i spend time talking to ur twin..i felt like an idiot when tat happen..i called to check cos u told me u felt like tearing...i cant sleep wanna see wad or how are u..end uup talking about games wif another person...if it was u..how would u feel? u dont know..i teared till 7am..i cried till the next day i woke up..my eyes are tiny small..and swollen..i had to get a fren to tell how o felt...those heart break are worse when i think it back...im a gurl..i have dignity, i let it down..ever saw any 1 beg sum1 to talk to on phone? i felt stupid..i felt like an idiot..i felt im nothing to u..everthing is done..but not said...

2007-11-29T03:02:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY do u think im he's?

i guess..

no?

WADEVER la..its just a feeling tat i missplaced..and sum sensetivity of me..of being an dumb ass over such a small thing...or am i just lying to myself?...i don know..cos..i missplaced my feeling to sum1 and i don think he/she knows..

My coffee is cold cause I've waited so long.T
he thoughts of your smile always makes me feel strong
.I'm drawing a picture of you in my mind
and the thought of your smile always making me miss you so much.

wad is this? stupid thinggy lorhs..wadever...i wanna continue to be a dumb ass now...i'll continue dream in my own world..its heart breaking when i wakes up sometimes...Just an In gAme partner tata

2007-11-26T11:06:00.000+08:00

I am gonna post what boo left 4 me ytd night/morning!!~~

HERE GOES~~

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:37 AM:
Ohhh....so so sorry dearie

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:38 AM:
okay it goes like this....

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:42 AM:
Saturday > went to the 1U party at 8+ or almost 9...then blabla reach there...and guess what the up there car park is FULL!? omg and we have to drive down and park at the basement there....so its like we keep going round and round finding for parking and yes finally only got...lol...then we took the lif up and walk walk walk...okay reach at the party please already....hmm...looked around and like

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:46 AM:
hmm....wow quite alot of people errm...its alot lah hehe lol....look at the big screen tv....trying to see what dj now...hmm..none of the dj's is performing...only those local bands first.....so we like okay....chill here first...for about 10-15 mins...then after that...we decided to go have a drink or eat....coz some of us was hungry.....but im not lol...just wanna drink =p

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:51 AM:
hmm...there's only 5 of us...go only...so yeah not much but okay....we did have fun too. Okay then we were like go in back 1 U i mean go in back inside...and like plan where to eat/drink...then it was decided....its A&W lets go A&W.....

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:52 AM:
and we went to A&W....kk we sat at the outside there....where can see the outside and all...the fountain there....lol hahax

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:54 AM:
i mean we went the outside there to find places/tables to sit

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:55 AM:
kk....at first i thought like wanna sit down here and wait....coz thought of like ask my friends to order/buy the drink for me....but i was like nevermind lah...follow them loh

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:59 AM:
kk...at the ordering counter already....so hmmm....was to drink leh...or what to eat leh....then i was kk nevermind lah...order drink only...coz i never go to A&W for like so so long already...ahh years i think LOL....so okay lah...i was looking at the rootbeer...then some people infront got their foods/drinks already...so i saw the rootbeer float....i was like hmm...e2 ohh...yea ah the float...

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:02 AM:
ohh..okay lah i want the rootbeer float too...hehe coz since *lousy guy* told me...he want the float too...coz i follow wanted the same...hahax....kk then i told my friend to kau tim the foods/drinks...LOL

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 3:59 AM:
kk...at the ordering counter already....so hmmm....was to drink leh...or what to eat leh....then i was kk nevermind lah...order drink only...coz i never go to A&W for like so so long already...ahh years i think LOL....so okay lah...i was looking at the rootbeer...then some people infront got their foods/drinks already...so i saw the rootbeer float....i was like hmm...e2 ohh...yea ah the float...

BOo* sent 11/26/2007 4:02 AM:
ohh..okay lah i want the rootbeer float too...hehe coz *lousy guy*told me...he want the float too...coz i follow wanted the same...hahax....kk then i told my friend to kau tim the foods/drinks...LOL

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:05 AM:
ohh..yea when/while was at the ordering counter there...yea i meet my ex-schoolmate/friend....errr a guy larhx lols..hahax. kk went to sit down and wait...but while walking to our table....then was like someone was calling like "oi oi....wei" and i look lol...its my another ex-schoolmate friend....another guy too hahax....err the guy's friend(the at the counter one that i meet) err...yea we all

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:08 AM:
know each other....so okay...sat down...wait for my friend to bring the foods/drinks here...LOL HAHAX

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:12 AM:
lol...he come already...he was like caring the foods/drinks so heavy...and he's face was like.....awww heavy...and he said..."lol....fucker you all dont know how to carry own foods/drinks 1 ah..." and he was caring 2 plate of waffle's the float with some red strawberry jam on it.....when the time i saw the waffle...i was like wahh..wow omg looks so delicious yummy...haha yea float on top of it..

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:14 AM:
yea....ice creams dearie......LOL hahas plus 3 or 4 rootbeer float...cant remember how many was there...

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:17 AM:
and then...i told 1 of my friend...."ehh....come lah i help you to put this at ur waffle...coz there are cili/tomato bottles on the table...so i was like...ehh come lah...mix this 1 with ur waffle too...and he was like.....wahhh....want meh? gila ah....lol... then i said to him...nothing 1 what....cili sos...red colour and ur strawberry jam also red colour..1 mix that time also dont know lah...LOL

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:28 AM:
yea....finally taste the rootbeer float..after so so long....yea..it was yummy...took a spoon and take the ice cream and lick it hehe =P. kk and was chilling.....i see my 2 friends...eat the waffle...i was like cannot tahan...

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:44 AM:
then yea...me and *lousy guy*asked my friend have a try....hahax wanna try the waffle mah..boo coz never try before...=) and took a some slice....hhmm..yea it was delicious keke....=p

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:46 AM:
then friend....eat half way...cannot finish coz full already...haha lolx then asked me or *lousy guy* to have it all...

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:46 AM:
then *lousy guy* take already...and i told him...dont finish all ah...i want also...LOL =p

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:48 AM:
hmmm...friends all finish their meals/drinks already...but i couldnt finish my rootbeer float ler....was like suddenly quite full like that...swt ah boo....but ice creamie finish loh....hehehe

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:53 AM:
and somore they all wanna go already...so nevermind loh...since im like quite full already..cant finish it....its okay....atleast finish my ice cream..if not it melts...and yea my drink turn to blackish whities...hehe =p...

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:54 AM:
okay thats the half...tomorrow i'll tell and chat with you about the whole about my funs...event , party @ 1U....

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:56 AM:
errmm....LOL SOMEONE HERE IS MISSING ME SO BADLY UNTIL SHE CALLED.....OWH....I WAS SLEEPING THAT TIME.....AND HEARD A PHONE CALL...I WAS AWAKE A LITTLE....AND HEARD *LOUSY GUY* SAID " who is this...? ohh..jia jia ah....and that time i was like....omg lol....why suddenly she called this hour...its 3 am +...and i was like smiling...yea dearie i did...lolxs"

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:59 AM:
then i was like...awake and was thinking...of going out and online...coz i want to chat with you....i know we dint chat for about 2 days? and...yea i missed you too..and so do you...hehe. on lappy...wait for it to load....start up etc....online msn....saw ur offline messages...awwww you just went to bed...i was 20+ mins late i think? coz wanted to talk to you mah dear.....days already..we never

Boo* sent 11/26/2007 4:59 AM:chat......so...hmm....its 5.00 am now..i think im going back to sleep ler...not enough of sleep later get sick agian...and you'll be worried about me agian...lol hahaha

***Subject edited /gg

yeap! he calles me dearie but nth de okay? get used to it XD

now im flying..yeah..i offline..went to bed oni call him..den continue wif my book~ dono wad time i slept...but now have to get up early and wait 4 the aircond man to come fix my aircond..

btw..

just clean ur mind of wad i posted ytd k? i was freaking out..obviously..kekekeh~

2007-11-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

Bloggie..

im bored bored bored..bored BOREDDDD!!!!
---I AM WAITING 4 something---
---I AM WAITING till dono wad time---

Waiting = bored, impatient, sienz..

lets hope i don get too bored..

- w 0 o i . q u 4 n - says:
just dun push urself too far lo

am i? i think i am lors..but wad to do? i cant control k? if i can..i wont be like tat larhs..rite? this is why i say..wad am i to him? and wad is him to me? why do i take things so important..but he doesnt..why is it always me being a dumb 1..i don understand..i told my self..maybe he's internet down..maybe he's gaming..maybe he's bro's phone no credit..maybe he's bro is out..maybe he's busy wif something..maybe he's still sleeping...but..why do i have this dowan hard feeling...why why why why?! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE HECK WHY!?!!!?

2007-11-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

hie bloggie~

O.o...yeah..nth to do..come post lors...erm..i slept till 3pm oni wakes up!...weeee...long sleep..lols~ hmmm...today arh..nth special happen..as usual..waited boo too online lorhs...ytd night din chat wif boo..but waiting 4 boo to online..till 4am..hm...so i offline..and while waiting..i read a book...let me post a pic of the book 1st...its actuall a book about a udnercover police looking 4 a serial killer woman tat kills her online dates..and some how..he found he's soul mate dere..a thriller writer..yay~yeah la yeah la..i was quiete mad tat boo din let me know he was coming back so late..and i waited...and we went gaming..lols..silly me..hmm...2 days edi hor..lols..wad wrong wif me? nth argh~~ lalalalala~~

tata~

2007-11-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

Guess WAd.!! i walk all the way to Maxis...and...ITS NOT OPEN!!
now oni my 016 can be used!~!!!! argh!!
den.. went dinner wif family..STEAMBOAT!! YAY~!!

Guardian Angel
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

words tat are meaningful to me~

2007-11-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

WAD A BORING DAY...

yea..nth happen much today..except..i need to move to my bro's room..cos my aircond send 4 repair..lols..why hor..always my things rosak 1..lappy liao..den this..den hor..my darn Webcam driver lost..sooo...ARGHRHH!!!!! and things are..EWWW!!!! suppose to go out tomorrow..now don feel like going out..no where to go..stay home is better..i can sleep longer..play other games..lolx...nth but BORING!!!!!

2007-11-23T04:46:00.000+08:00

WHAT IF ....

what if.. one day im gone..
what if.. one day..i fade away from u
what if.. one day im not me..
what if.. one day..i went missing
what if.. one day..i crashed by a car
what if.. one day..the plane i sat on crashed
what if.. one day im not there for u anymore..
what if.. there is no more one day anymore..

....there is soo many "what if" in my mind..but..everyone of dem..are un answers..why am i being so emo now? i dono..cos..i dono how or who to talk to about this..cos..i don think any1 would understand the feeling i had now...i feel confuse..i don know wad i meant to u..am i ur friend? but u called me names..but..i felt im no one wif u.tats the reason.. i get jealous over small things..im sensetive over small things..over all..im just being stupid..i knew u noticed..cos i know u're not blind either stupid..u cared 4 me..sumtimes u got jealous..but..tats only very very rare to see u tat way..yeah..this is stupid.. i know i am being an idiot...don even know wad i want..wad am i up to..wad does all this mean..im scared to take the risk..to let u know..wad am i feeling..cos i donwan it to drag our relationship far apart...im just afraid of rejection

2007-11-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

CHANGING BLOGGIE ADRESS~

http://littleof-agurl91.blogspot.com

2007-11-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

Bad Day..
Rainy Day...
Even The Sky is Tearing 4 me..

hey bloggie..ytd i 4-5am oni sleep..chatting wif boo...lolx..yeah..boo say..he felt abit far from me...i don knoe why...and i don feel like tta..i just feel happy and thank-ed tat..we can still chat..cos boo's internet was having problem and same to my lappy...but..wad boo told me..scared me out of my life...really was about to tear..but..tearing cant repair anything isnt it..so i decided to try my best..it does all depends on god..if god wanted our relationship to end here..no matter 1000 things i do...are useless..but i guess god wasnt as mean as tat huh...we enjoyed alot yesterday..yea..i sms-ed boo4 sleeping...he say..he felt better..gosh..thank god...i fell asleep while waitng 4 reply..i woke up at 6pm..i saw my phone wif 3 of boo's sms...den..i read and save..den bath and eat..mom complain when she called tat i slept till so late..i went online..as usual la..check weather boo's on or not..and as usual..he's not..and of cos..sleeping ZzzZZz..lolx..i went Audi..den try out the hack..but..canot last long..after Perf 22[Max] it dc-ed..so..i din use it..lolx..i fight wif mom..why? cos life memang unfair lorh..mom say she can get cheap ticket to SHE concert..but those are bad standings..i don wanna go,but i knoe my bro is an SHE fans..so i told her to let him go..end up..kena screw...she say..if wan go..both go..if not..no need go..wah..den..means..now..i go or do wad ever also must bring my bro? ITS HOliday la!!! and i have my freedom stuck to my stupid bro, EVERY YEAR LIKE TAT.. FOR christ sake la..he's 14..he can take care of himself la..not tat any1 wanna sell him or wad..not like he worth selling rite?...so yea..life so unfair la...den....waited boo..serve dinner...like usual..being the maid in the house...and i remembered tat today is tuesday..got woe..i though boo went CC for Woe..cos boo mention it to me..so..i thought boo's internet down again..and boo would go CC and play..i went online in RO..den i think i sms-ed Boo to check..still sleeping or? WOE..blah..fine.boo din reply..10pm..i go and check wif Sab weather is boo online or not.Sab say no..i like..okay..thought he went out or sumthing...lalla..how i knoe..11pm boo online..and said tat boo's disappointed at me..cos i din bother to sms boo when i woke up..yea..im fault..cos i thought boo don bother about my sms..i am angry at myself..cos..i let boo to be disappoited at me..for this reason!! thousand sorry also cant cure DISAPOINTMENT U KNOE! bloggie..i hate it when boo say "I think i be okay if i be alone in awhile" or " i don feel like chatting wif u now" nad i hate it when boo deleted msn personal msg.. or change display pic ...OMG!!..it hurts likes thousand stabs into my heart la..i dono why in the world i cared so much..and why am i so senstive to boo..Why do i tear so much for boo..Maybe...Maybe..boo is sum1 special to me..but..am i to boo? Lolx!! why do i cared about..wht am i to boo? things do fade rite? even Pictures do if u don kept it properly..Lolx! i thought it would be a great tat..but..things don turn out as i expect....

heard ppl saying..if u don appriciate 1 person..maybe when tat person is gone..u will regret..Will boo regret if im gone? lolx...cos i know i will if boo is gone..regret of sumthing..regret tat i never told boo how i felt towrds boo..why i din tell boo? orh..cos..i don want it to end up..not even friendship..cos, if boo got the same feeling..i think boo would tell me..yea..i wan more den friendship..but..its the thing im scared..scared tat..now we are close..and we end up like strangers..sumtimes i think boo felt the same way..but..i don wanna be crazy ..yea..i think some of u wif brains know wad am i talking rite? and how i felt to boo..but..wad..i don wanna make a move la..dont be crazy..lalalallala~hahha..everything is boo nowdays..wads wrong wif me..new JJ opening soon..no more reason to go Sunway anymore..no more reason to go Kl or wadever anymore..wuu wuu wuu...

2007-11-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

Bloggie~

lalalalala with u~

lolx...bloggie..my bro came down on Saturday~ and..as usual..annoying..why? cos i dono..he memang born annoying wad to do? bloggie.. bloggie a...these day hor..really freaking !@#$%^&*( why?..cos...my lappy down.. he's internet down..now sien sien sien..online..play audition..if not? go GG play wif Ed they all..if not..argue wif bro..aiyer..my bro really kek sei me de lo..sunday..i wope up at 12pm..he's playig dota..wif food and eat on the table...

JiaJia : Eat le ma?
JiaKiat: Eat le..
JiaJia: Wad u eat?
JiaKiat: 2 hotdogs..
JiaJia: So little? got drink water ma?
JiaKiat: Got...
JiaJia: Den where's ur cup?
JiaKiat: Wash edi..
JiaJia: No drink tea meh?
JiaKiat: Don like to drink one..

After i bathe and everything...i eat..when i wanna ask dishes..i gave him 2 BAO and TEA..guess wad..he finished all..lolx...this is dumb la..very very dumb...den hor...yesterday..my mom ta pao..i was sleeping..she knock my door and told me she's back..i slept 4 like 40-50min more..wake up to eat..den hor..i saw all the food still packed nicely on the table..i like?!!!!! i no get up..u all no need eat lorh?! i have to be the maid in the house...

loads of things going on in my family..friday night..parents argue/fight...really FIGHT u knoe..super GENG..like WWE..no larh..of cos..i din hide in my room la..don wanna go in details...i was about about to break down..but..how can worh..i broke down..mommy how? lucky boo was chatting wif me..er..he helped alot..emotionally.. lolz..boo internet down..my lappy masuk hospital..so..im bored..and nth to do..and..bored...

* THERE IS ONLY ONE THING I CAN DO WITHOUT YOU...THAT IS
BORED*

2007-11-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

hie bloggie...

yeah..i havent been posting pic..cos..i don feel like posting...just bored..
but..lately i have company..sum1 to talk to..sum1 to joke around..sum1 i can really be myself around..but..i don think things will last long...sumthings are fading away...maybe soon gone..but..i nver wanted it to go, maybe i felt diffferent..but..seriously...he's sum1 special tat i cant imagine tat would appear in my life..maybe im nothing in he's life..maybe im nothing for him at all.. "I will nvr let u fall, even it sends me to heaven"[Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus]..meaningful huh? but i guess no one can do it.. XD..
yeah..been happy and sad lately..maybe cos of confuse done myself..
bro coming down on Saturday..Mom and dad having conflic...this is just bored..everyday i slept till 2-3pm earliest 12pm i woke up..the 1st thing i do..i on my msn...O.o...im addicted to talking to YOU...hahahz...wadeevr la..it doesnt matter..cos..its another feeling inside me...

hmm...readers a..don ask me who am i talking about okies?Its just another good person.. THX

2007-11-07T19:34:00.000+08:00

DUNK!

bloggie, so long din talk to u edi..cos i found sum1 new tat i can actually believe in and talk to...yea...we always had a greaT time talking..but things gone bad and good day by day..its like sumtimes it hurt..sometimes im happy...of cos..i wanna stay happy 4ever..but its just hard? alot of things happen tat i don really wanna recall all back here.. but..im sort of confuse myself..am i too bored at home? or am i just feeling weird..

I M JUST WEIRD!

2007-10-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY TO ME

hahaz... 18/10/07 tat wad on thursday....is my B'day..went pyramid..wif frens..but wasnt really happy cos the plan was totally trashed..red box..wad disaster cos oni 3-5 ppl really sing and the others was jus sitting and i booked 4 16 ppl..gosh..waste of money...actually cos JL bought her bf and he's fren dere..and most of us are not comfortable..den..after redbox we went to skating ring...and even worse..JL wanna skate bt others donwan...WTF go there is becos wan skate end up go walk wlak waste of time..yeah it was great going out wif dem but..i wasnt really happy wif this years celebration..i rather sit and eat wif dem den this..but..i cant complain...worse part is...alot ppl turn sour face including me..im piss-ed la..everytime go out also liek tat..end up go drink bitter eat AGAIN....haix...Kev they all hang out wif joaenna more den me...cos they say i was busy wif my BF swt-ness...haix...much more worse NO CAKE...my 2nd time of b'day tat no cake leh...this b'day is total disaster..i thought they goin skating..i sms up joshua..asking him to be dere..den..when i saw joshua..my frens all say donan go..joshua say me fong fei kei!!! and they bought me present..but..i knoe..last min product..haha...like normal...seriously i hab been saying if all don feel like goin don go..we go eat or sumthing enuf...went all the way dere for nth...haix..

19/10/07

grandma came down...was sort of like wanna go to sum thinggy which i don bother...and i did not go..but...at night went dinner wif dem...not bad..had fun...soo... ok ok lo..

20/10/07

today...stayed at home...and do nth~!

PICTURE

2007-10-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY MADNESSS

EXam madness just passed..and and...its HOLIDAY~ but after RAya got EST and PJ paper but wadever la...these 2 paper..tembak oni la...kekkekeh...

wohoo....at last my ice skating ring...kekekekeh...i so long no visit it le...now go...feel weird..bang ppl few times..but still bang-ing da wall..*joshua...u really need to help me wif breaks* neway...hahha..i teach sum1 skate...blurrrhhhh...i dono wad to say..i saw him fell and i think its super cute..should take pic..but..aiayh...i din took even a peice of picture neh..so sad-ing, still,i had extreme fun today, althought half way skating..went off wif him to walk walk..guess he scare-ed tat i would laugh at him..bit understand-ble tat not every1 likes tat sport huh...we walk the whole pyramid..from pyramid 2 till Kim Gary...and all is on he's..hahaha..wad a wonderful day, hm, although...today i dress-ed up weird-ly and wrong-ly..no wonder so many eye zooming at me..hate the stare...but,i knoe now Pyramid's toilet looks nice..and Pyramid 2's design is AWSOME, got a lil romantic, + warm feel.

while walking at Pyramid 2, one woman ask me to "suan ming"*ps dono how to say in eng edi* den she say my smile nice...OHKEY~! tats weird,we went to a cool shop, bought a dolly, hehe, i mean he bought 4 me, oh, so sweet but den, i don buy anything 4 him,but nvm, i had sumthin in mind..guess wad..my 1st time ever in life drink bitter tea..and it's EXTRA EXTRA bitter, he oder "the most bitter tea in da shop" OMG?! den we went there TWICE gosh... i think im gonna lose my sense of taste edi.. and this time EXTRA BITTER + MEDICINE, Omg?! aiseh..i tell u..SUPER hard to drink..he keep sayign 4 my own good...cos to cure my throat to go red box wif him on thursday...nvm..........i ENDURE~
den den...hehe...this part canot be written..can oni keep in my memory...its a sweet and shy thinggy, but, i HAD A GREAT day..

a great day to begin my holidays~!

kay, now my leg feel like breaking down....
so, im gonna post all my pic togther nest time afta i edit k...
Tataz

2007-09-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

hie bloggie...

this week was nt a bad week...haha..FRiday night..went Steamboat for Tk's B'day..haha..had really fun..all thx to Kev, he's the one who plan..not bad huh..but CY kindd of screw everything up..1st..Botak brought beer..tat is soo wrong..i thought nothing wil happen so i just let them enjoy lo..btw..i don touch beer..then..CY got all drunk cos of some old stories of break up..and she broke down..we all have no choice but to call her parents to fetch her home in the middle of the party..wat a spoiler..Kev and me went to expail to her mom and said sorry about wht had happen..my mom and dad was at the other corner eating too..but watever la..i was scared they say the beer and srew me up when im home,but luckily..nothing bad happened..wHao~neways..we kind of Bullied the b'day boy..we strangle him with strawberries and cheese cake..tat cake cost RM30 and it all finish due to Tk's face..and we cant eat anymore..the shop's table and floor got into a mess..every1 in the shop was watching with a "wht the hell this ppl is doin" look haha...the 1st thing i do when i reach home is call CY to make sure she's fine..others went to TEsco but i had to go home with mommy..

Saturday..
sat woke up early..had to follow mom to an indian thinggy tat was invited by her client..there i ate indian food..dressed up in SARI? oh my god..and its red..haha..i look like an indian man!..eh..24th is my exam..and i havent even studied...wat la..im in super lazy moon ya knoe..i cant wait to finish my SPM and go for a long long holiday..

ok...hab to study..pictures will be uploaded togther soon yah..

2007-09-10T19:50:00.000+08:00

ALO Bloggie...

wow..this week was not bad..ehem...kind of...sort of i guess..haha..saturday..whole day...RO..Mvp biolab..now i see biolab mob i also sien..every 1 hour after another biolab...aiyoh...veri sien neh..but then...now days every night on phone..aiyah...mom dad nagging always on comp...
Exam coming soon...now everyday at home like bo life leh..maybe going work..tomorrow go interview..then..after exam start work..exam coming and i still 24-7 on com..apa la...must study edi... but lazy neh..why..no mood lorh...T.T

was suppose folo mom to dinner on saturday..then half way..cancel..aiyah...weai till nice nice edi cancel..so sou heng geh... picute i post tomolo..cos lazy edi...very very lazy..need do addmath proect and homework...

BYeZ bloggie~!

2007-09-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

hie bloggie..

wow...5 days holiday and i wasted all infront of my comp..playing RO..haha.. suppose to hab WOE on friday..but then server chaneg patch..tons of error..no woe..wasted leh..was looking 4ward to it..neway...i chatted...wait wait..gt into a fight wif nesh on friday night cos of a RO thinggy...i giv him scolded till cry kao kao..but he's in his moodies..haha..then yesterday went out wif him..and of cos..had a great time..we went to the hospital to visit his church fren..but..he doesnt like hospital..neither do i..and he's sis also..feel like jumping down from the window when we were in the ward...so stuffy...then after tat..we went mcdonals..and discuss about church stuff..im happy tat i can fit into them..and they don take me as a weirdo..cos im the only chinese there..i liked it..i nearly chocked to death cos of laughing my self off..nesh send me home..then we go mvp la..at bio..haha..nesh slept..like a pig...donwnna disturb him...

today..giv my parents spam..cos too much too com..wat to do..RO is addictive..and im earning big time k..my Food ptd is earning~kekeh...tomorrow back to sch le lo..so boring..add math tuition somemore...haizzzzz....sooo regret taking science..should hab take art man!!!...neways..need to sleep..so nite nite bloggie...

New Life

2007-08-30T18:40:00.000+08:00

New Way..New Life...

new life..changed my blogger address..so pls re-tag/link me...my life is not much now..anywayz..i found true friendship in my life..maybe during the past he hurted me..but still till now..we understand each other the most..i am very disapointed at myself 4 being angry wif him be4..hm..Final Exam coming soon!! gonna freak out..haha..now days..im addicted back to RO life..wow...and im getting Married this friday..lolz..wat a life..now..im soo gonna stop posting sad stories..and i knoe how to face "him"..he left me..and i found someone better..no one deserved to be hurted..but every1 deserved to hav a good life..

my MAYMay is BoTAK now...OMG!!!!!

haha..but very cute..wanna see?? muahaha..picture coming up the last..

now is after holidays..
donwanna post cos..lazy to post..cos dono wht to write..i read back my old post also cry..haha..but now..new life..and let it be history..plus.. i hab my Neshie 4 me edi..wanna see my game life? haha..pic coming last rite..i hab 4 baby boyzzz..every1 call me mama~ feel so loved..and bondbond call me fake fake?! Sg ppl call me Liang Teh? wat the..anyway..i liked it tat way..haha..Neshie if part of my life now..and he says im he's life,wow..be4 knowing him..i don know tat i am such an important person..thx to him..im back to GOD, Nesh is the one who make me realised.."god never left me" omg..now i feel like crying..haiz..im so dumb..thought tat the history of my life will continue hunt me..silly me..now i realised tat i lost my confidence once..and i will nvr let it away again...without it..im totaly dead man~

holiday was fun fun fun..spend loads of time wif Vinora[nesh's sis] and nesh..went movie wif them..although doesnt end up nicely cos of the car broke down..but..really had a great time..Vinora is older by month to me..but she's so cute..i wanna take care of her..i dono why..hm..Neshie is great to me..look after me..lovesss him soo much la..Pyramid was cool..i went to AS..saw few guys..haha..and i saw sleeping god and rocket man..rocket man bring Neshie come klang hav lunch wif mr.danny..haha..they are all very nice to me..unlike others..maybe the are mature enuf..oopsss...don mean it..haha...WoE & Zeny is my life..my life is back..Truely~..i can non-stop laughing..and my Zhi Lian is back...even my mom says tat, hohoho~

did i missed out sumthing? Neshie also my life kies? don 4 get my son and brothers~

*my life has changed,and so do i..have it ur way then if u don like it..as long as there is someone ther who knows how to appriciate me..and tat is the person who deserve my appriciatetion"

2007-08-10T15:01:00.000+08:00

a NEW WAY TO LIVE...

everything has been a total disaster..been no mood to blog lately...haix.wat a life la...now..this time..im totally lost of my life..he told me he had no more feeling towards me...then im totaly alone now..

i been to school twice a week...skiped three days of sch...can say been like tat 4 2 weeks edi..really no mood to go to sch la..go sch also sleep..dono do wht..rather sleep on bed...nice comfy..haha..anyway...sch sux..

now i realised..there are no such things at true friend..i though She and She...was my truely friend..but after today..and wht "Y" told me.. i knoe..i knoe they hate me..but..why always like tat...i really donwan lo..i wan true frend..no wonder..wht eever i tell "L" she oni knoe say dono...why why am i soooo STUPID???!?!!?! really..whts wrong wif me?? "K" had been sticking wif he's calssmate and had been left on me and he's relationship...everything is not working out...imm not jealouse cos i liked him..but..im jealouse tat im always left alone in the corner..wht am i?when u all need me..oni come find me...im not an idiot ok?

now..my life is all about RO..my fren are there..at least there wont be ppl hating me 4 being concern about them....

2007-07-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

halo bloggie~

been busy wif exam lately...at last..i knoe how to do my history and addmath..but hor..my accounts gonna fail..erm..nth special happened lately...was sicked...then recover edi..but..because of the rain today..cos i run under the rain..so i was sick again.. let me see...nth really special happen lately..thursday went to SS2 visit my aunt and cousin brother..cos one of my relatives had gotten really sick..erm...went to SS2 pasar malam tat day..it was HUGE~!!!!! i gone crazy walking around there...haha...nowdays..just tat i found out..i having really good time tuition...cos..there i keep laughing and laughing..Friday..after tution.. i went to modern...giving him suprise...i dono..i think he ws shocked..but i kindda sensitive..he keep looking at the time..counting the time i'm going to go home..Kor and Lian ask me to ____*u knoe* him...but..i keep thinking..why cant he do it? why must me? he's the guy rite...i remember tat he said he wish he could hab a doggie...i actually bought a cute little doggie chain*hp de* for him..and i hav the iddentical 1 wif different colour..i brought to modern..but when i saw he's phone..there was a brown colour 1..and cuter i guess...he chain is in my bag..in the zip there..after i saw it..i don get the guts to take mine out..was thinking maybe it was given by someone else..cos..he kindda ask me to becareful of it...i feel different from us now...every move he did..it makes me feel tat...he do it because kor and lian dare him...if they din dare him..i guess nth would had happen rite...i was thinking of this when i was there..and i felt like crying..but...i hav to endure..i donwanna cry at the mamak stall le...wan cry also go home cry la..everyday cry..so stupid...he keep looking at the time..counting every minutes till the time i hav to go...then...CK smsed me..say he was there edi...i 4get Ck car wht colour edi leh!!!! when i walk to stairs..i was alone..when going down the stairs..i slow down..he wasnt at the back of me..in my heart...i am really disappointed..but then he turn up..but then..i though sumthing will happen..but then..its all a false hope...haha..silly me...how silly...we din sms much..and din mention anything about tat day...he reach hope after tuition..he slept...i'm alone again..

Today..
Teakwando grading..walk under rain...feel nice 4 sum reason..and u wont noticed tat u are crying when ur walking under it... grading was fun.. get nervoues... then.. reached home.. quickly get ready 4 tuition.. Extra Physic class... *he smsed me at 8.05pm, i purposely nvr replied* had really fun!! keep laughing..thx to them..haha...got ppl praise my face very sweet le.. THX mrs. Kua!~~!! muakssss~ hahaa....i keep looking at my phone..was disappointed, after 8.05pm sms..he nvr smsed me anymore..not a concern..about me not replying...it SUX!!! till now.. i guess i havent recieved any..purposely donwan reply..wanna see weather he still cares...and it kindda hurt...my head ache le...
maybe cos under the rain..and my flu is coming back edi...Sicken~haiz~

2007-07-21T20:32:00.001+08:00

U LIED TO ME!!!!!

2007-07-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

A New Family Member

Friday...We brought May May back...she look like a sheep leh..! super cute...and i hav to arrrange everything for her...haha..it was fun..having a pet like her..daughter...i love her very very much..muaah..i writing like a primary sch kid leh..haha..went tuition after settle everything wif her..yeah..He sms'd me...i was really happy..but..things changes now...we cant talk to each other the way we really want..

MayMay sleep wif me...and she sleep in her own bed..then hor!!! 5am! she wake me up..wahlao...i carry her to my bed..she sleep wif me till 9am...then she canot sleep edi...i also hab to wake up!..sad....

2007-07-19T22:23:00.001+08:00

One Day After Another Without U in My Life..

five days passed by...so fast...but it seems hard to pass by alone...these few days..can say i everyday went to view ur friendster..and i saw alot of girls..cute and etc ones..sometimes i feel there is a fear inside me...sometimes i feel i cant do anything about it..i had no right to get angry or wat so ever...i'm a no body in ur life now..i used to be so precious..but now...i am nothing...back to my daily life..

din post 4 one day le..
wednesday as usual as tuition day...mom was at home after sch..then me and her watch Transformet Dvd...i can say..the effect and grafic was awsome..really admired the work...after tat..i went for tution..accounts...when i reach there..i noticed..there was a new pet shop..i saw all these little puppies from the outside..and its adorable..really cute...hope i can work there during holidays..haha..i would gone mad..then went to tuition..after tuition..mom was in the pet shop edi..looking throught puppies..then the girl says tat they hav a chalky white poodle at kepong and will bring it over tomorrow..YAY!!
ok..then physic tuition was not so good..mr kua..bring a video cam..ask he's daughter took videos and picture..for the magz cos the wan open new centre at subang, whole tuition was super quiet..and i end up all shy cos he tease me and edrei..SWT!...then he say he talked to me on the wedding dinner tat day...omg!! it was totally embarassing man!!...plus he added Tomato and Chili sos into the thing he said so many things tat i din say!...i ate sumthing wrong..stomach pain half way durign tuition...but Edrei was helping loads..haha...he smsed me..i was happy~~

Thursday...
School..as usual...but morning din sms him..waited 4 him to sms me..but din get..anyway..school...then..nothing special...teakwando...then walked home..when i reached home...quickly get ready..bath...cos dad's b'day..went to the pet shop...then...bought food and cake for dad..we gave him a suprise..and...he was really really happy...i was glad bout it..haha...